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 I miss you, I'll never forget you. Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh. I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset. I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :) I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band. My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.
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Saturday, February 28, 2009
hello,I just came home with wounds on my elbows. I fell down twice while running, playing with Anqi and twice is i was being catch my Anqi fall down. hahah fell down for the 5th time for this week. wah, great. i'm rather sad for yesterday. But happy. I shed tears of Joy when i collected my report but the sad things came after that, well. ask me more if you want to My days in BoonLay shortened, day by day. In Boonlay, days become months. soon it ends. and happy. :D ouch. my wound hurts yet i can still laughlaughlaugh when i fell down right on spot. i was like hahahahahahaha. all the way and Yunrui was like are you okay? Yeah, I'm mad =X siaotengdong me. i had in total of 6 plasters over my legs and hands. too many lel bah? hahah. had a wonderful chat with Pohchong yesterday and today. well, though we only know for a short while, so yeah. poor hands and legs, sorry i ill-treat you. Yeah! I'm meeting Terecia Siah Su Hui. Tomorrow. can't wait to see her. Service was great. Fellowship was okay. during service, i laugh like hell. keep laughing. now i do have a laughing disease and it's contagious :B LOL. okay, shall keep this post short and post more and pictures tomorrow. bye :D hello peeps sorry i didnt post finish yesterday. trained to TTS hospital yesterday, counted the stops, Until Chua Chu Kang, i was wanting to alight at yew tee but couldn't. I need to go for check-up. *cries* But later on, the good news came and tears of joy rolled down my cheeks. HAPPY. I was like damn happy. came home around 9 plus. then come online. later going to chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurch. wooooooooohoooooooo! Support KENN :D woooooo. Congrats to Kenn Wong :D for his water baptism. LOL. i want to go for water baptism, hahah. i post tomorrow, i don't really feel like posting nao. I had a good conversation with Poh Chong, PPP. hahah. yeaterday. he is so cute :D LOL. okay, i gtg bye Friday, February 27, 2009
Congrats! BoonLay B boys. :Dhahah. shall say no more. =X school as usual, sucks, hahah. Math test was like oh my goodness gracious O: I think even if i pass for the CA part 2. It won't be like A or B. Pray hard, Next week jiu CA le. what the... Not Mentally Prepared i shall blog later on. bye Thursday, February 26, 2009
I've been so troubled lately by stuffwhat the... i owed Jeanette 100 pushups. kns. i didn't expect myself doing 100 pushups and able to survive. Jeanette, i joking nia, you take me seriously uh? Today school as usual. tired and sucky. anything about school sucks. what happen in school, i can't be bothered. SelfStudy period damn sien, projectprojectproject. All I do is project. I didn't really sms much these few days. been busy. hadn't had enough sleep. I think i'm breaking down soon. I'm tired. I sleep late at night, 1am and wake up at 6am. 5 hours of sleep. okay fine. training was quite tiring. was being "reprimanded" by Coach Eric. I decided to give my best to Badminton :D as long as i'm in badminton. I won't fail him. well, today was quite tiring. doing more to the physical stuff. and stroke a few times with April and Dayna:D wooooooooooohooooooo, April :D Dayna :D thanks dayna for the concern you've gave me. I love you as a good friend of mine's :D hahah. Today I help Jeremy in his run. ET(me): eh, you lonely sial. Jeremy: i taboleh tahan. (didn't answer my question =.=) ET(me): Cannot tahan also must tahan. You don't run i push you uhs. Jeremy: okay. i run (run a while jiu stop) ET(me): why stop running? must tahan. Jeremy: cannot luh. I trytry okay? (runrunrun jiu stop again. _l_) i push him he don't want run then tongwai push him jiu run. O: whatever. then after training i proceed to JP. uh, nothing much. but something happen on the way home. i don't wish to say it out. i 'm tired. save me. i fell down during the training though didn't hurt much. but nao it hurts. ouch! Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I've been listening to the song, Home by Chris Daughtry.and i finally figure out the whole lyrics meaning. go listen to it. I tend to express my moods through musics and poem and so whatever? hahah. Shall say no more about today. it's been bad enough this week. Argh, so looking forward to every weekends. hate weekdays so much. been busy doing revisions and CA. i'll try to post everyday if i can. Hope to get the design for diabolo tee :D woohoooooooooooo. Weihan asked me to design one. O: GANBATEE! :D I will do well in CA. sorry guys. i'm transfering soon. appeal first. can't wait for it to be approved. :D and project sucks. so many things. i have work that i didn't really do. and listless of things PW, MATH, HISTORY, GEOGRAPHY, ORAL PRESENTATION, ENGLISH, MT AND SCIENCE revision. what the hell. this is going to be damn loadings. next friday cross country at SAFTI camp. Try to get the top 20s bah :D hahah. though a little impossible bah =X jiayous. i gtg le. byes Monday, February 23, 2009
hello people :Djust finished my homework and some revision. now come blogging. ahem. been busying the whole day. school sucks as usual D: I hate school, especially boon lay sec. (to me) sorry guys, i've to say i'm saying bye to BLSS soon. Do home econs test. damn funny. tongwai, ridha, brandon and kelvin make the whole lesson so funny. hahah. suppose to cook, but didn't. Argh, Pon house practice today. ahem. not proud. went to play badminton with Gina:D and Cassan<3 went to play a while jiu say byebye. went back Xingnan to teach the juniors. then blahblah. doing lobbing action at that time. hahah. then walk to central buy bubbletea. then zao home. bathe then chiong homework and revision came blogging nao O: finally got the time. i gtg le. due to some revisions and CA is next week. SPA test just over. and i didn't bring my theory workbook, what the hell. P.E did 2.4km, Argh! chuan uhs. runrunrunrunrunrun, lucky this is pretest. sien luhs. shall end here. bye the past
Sunday, February 22, 2009
day by daytime by time i tell myself to stay strong but each time i tell myself. my heart is preparing to fail and it does fail. the first time i put total trust but my day hadn't change the second time, i'm starting to lose faith and time after time it became totally out of control. should i really believe or let go? troubles up ahead. fear, chills, freaking out soon. i can't imagine life without her can be so miserable been wondering when she's back been wondering how's she in overseas, England. been missing her so much should i stay on. save me, im totally crushed by all the things around. who is there for me? nobody. i cant believe life is like this. without her. i miss her. struggling so hard to stay positive. stay happy on the inside but i can't so many things been happening please let me out please oh. can't wait for appeal
Saturday, February 21, 2009
i can't wait for the appeal to swiss cottageand it's coming soon. though financial is tight but i'll try my best bye bye boon lay soon :D might take a year don't know bah. wooohooooo. today's service kinda boring attended bible study classes damn epic i want somemore. hahah. fellowship then go home as usual. William sended me a clip :D hahah. damn funny. xD Fellowship quite less people leh. what the hell. zihui, ziying, samuel tay and chan, shining and most of them went home. hahah. william too. lol. Junjie quite funny. hahah. got to chiong work and revision bye too many too many problems troubledtroubledtroubled how i wish someone was there to comfort me and talk to me sadded. i'm in hell. oh gosh Friday, February 20, 2009
ohlalas~today's emerge was great =D the sermon was good. the message is totally epic. many boonlayians turned up for the EMERGE 2009 no pictures. too lazy for pictures and didn't take. william, samuel and junjie scolded me chaoahlian. just because of fringe and something. what the hell. hahah. fish luh. been trying to change the habit of ahem. but couldn't i try my best. been suffering so much. and hadn't end yet yesterday training, i tio forfeit. walao luh. not fun, stomach early in the morning pain like hell. didn't had much rest. homeworkhomework hai... no one was there for me no one was listening to me no one was present when i need them the most. hell. bye rushing projects chionging homework =l
Thursday, February 19, 2009
awwwww man.i haven't finish project, and it's 10:19 nao what the hell. give me a break. i haven't done my homework and revision. came home after training, went to bathe jiu do project. i was damn sien. tired. AHHHHHH! (learn from Terecia :D) everyday sucks in school. can't wait for tomorrow's emerge. see if i can do finish revision or not. what the hell. P.E i learned the whatever , discus. not fun de. hahah. quite sien today today jialin quoted something that the name started with ahem. is = 's to ugly, not handsome, ahem, and sowhatever (lots more) damn funny. self study was really better than lessons. wooooohooooo. mum been scolding me these few days what's wrong with her? back from a tired day
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Today had been rushing here and there?school sucks. got caught for handphone again. LOL. because of Music lesson bah. sien lo, the concert ettiqute suppose to attend the Cinderella whatsoever de concert. what the hell. i'm damn tired. haven't been getting enough sleep well, got to chiong for transfer. - History shit luh, bo do homework stand lo. then got homework. I thought Mr Tan would give me a double assignment or forfeit. lucky bo luh. -E Math damn sien. Miss Wee talk the keys of the calculator. i want to sleep liao luh. -Englsh the most boring lesson. dictionary, comprehension, and newspaper article. after school, chiong home to get materials and change. straight away go Nadia's house. do project. do the group file all this stuff. 4.45pm, zao diao liao wor, until Nadia's doorstep. *shock* saw William. first line was switch on your handphone leh. what the hell? i was shock to see him there. then i bus-ed to JP. meet with Alicia' Hubby and Jialin' CookieGF. wooohoooo. quite fun luh. shall upload all the pictures even overdued. okay, bye Monday, February 16, 2009
I'm really tiredI don't want to run I don't want to walk I just want to rest I can't see myself being tortured trying to pull myself up because i'm tired of the rantings the scoldings the pressures all i want is peace for now give me some space i really need someone to talk to. Terecia! where are you? you weren' there. when i needed you the most. i had no one to go to. aimlessly walking around. without knowing where i'm heading to. i'm really tired give me some rest - emotionally hurt ahKC, (L): no prob no prob (: Reply : Invite le lehs. :D Caiwen,: Cheers kk, Reply : Caiwen, thanks :D Okay. ahKC, (L): Linked Reply : thanks:D ` LYCIAA ]]: Cheerup yo we're still there for u , & defnitely love you more than tht bastard fker . Takecareeeee Reply : Relax. Terecia: stae chiou... Terecia: u ok ma? i worry for u sia... Reply : Terecia! why are you leaving again? O: don't worry, i will try to stay strong, i got to hang on man. L.CHUNLIN: INVITE ME TO YOUR PRIVATE BLOG MEI!!! cn? Reply : erjieh :D invited le :D ---------------------------------------- school is okay. not really having problems now. i damn sien luh. see Terecia leaving again. what the hell. why you leave? Went back Xingnan today. Diabolo? I don't really have things to update for today. Oh ya, during Home Econs, I was talking to Jialin, about Domokun and i say lot 1 shoppers mall. then when i want to tell teacher something, i say Lot 1 very loud okay gtg liao bye our time is here
Sunday, February 15, 2009
gone are days of summerwe couldn't change it if we try why would we want to let's go where we got to our paths will cross again in time it's never the same tomorrow and tomorrow is never clear so come on come on you know our time our time is here this is a song. hey, you heartbreaker. i never thought you would two-timed. fabian wouldn't have done this. uh, whatever. i really hate you now. can't you be more honest with me? i heck care already. update blog. -------------------------- hahah. people. went to gek poh around 1 plus. find yinting and jon'athan walk around gek poh then sheryl came. after that more and more become 7 people Estelle, Yinting, Jonathan, Layhui, Sheryl, LynnYi and Catherine. went slackslackslack. around 4 pm then i go home. tired mah then meet up with Alicia'Hubby:D go central samuel tay call me halfway through oh whatever end my post bye hello poeple. just changed my blogskin. argh, had been changing recently. walao, I HATE YOU LAH. Chrise ! damn lah you. going out soon. nvrmind. update later byes Saturday, February 14, 2009
came home from fellowship?LOL. and service. today's message was okay. damn funny luh xD saw some boonlayians in Jurong Point today. shall not rake it up. hahah. laugh like mad. before that was prayer meeting. hahah. kinda great. but anqi keep staring at me. i was like, what the hell? argh, make me so pissed off. fellowship, went jurong point and eat? we were standing there for the seats then kelvin called me there are seats around the other members there so zao lo. to the place. sat with Kelvin, Samuel Tay and Jingzhou. become i'm the only girl, so awkward uh. *laughs" during the eating part was damn ho chiou lo. then no space liao. those people like diao us like that. we zao lo. then wait for William and Samuel Chan. then go Mac's sit and crap luh. william wear my specs like so cool like that. his hairstyle like sibei shiok lo. and i was the only girl there. what the hell. and zihui, ziying, geraldine and shining came. sat at another table. a while more jiu zao diao liao lo. whatever. terecia, don't take things just because of a sorry. you screwed the whole thing up. and the you made me so sad. maybe we should give each other space and time. sorry for not replyin tags. bye what wrong whats wrong now
back to post.walao, unlucky day sial my phone kenna confiscated by cher. ahem. school is okay, actually its boring. LOL after school, went to get my phone with Jiayee crap with her luh. nicole from 1/2 also. hahah. then after that terecia offer to wait for me at jp. i lazy to walk, so i just take bus hey, i miss her. then after that she come to my house. play yeah? ahem with her lo. i think those who i tell them, they know bah. LOL then after that she went home, keep smsing her throughout the whole day? i miss her so much. and she's back. LALALALALA. then after that, have a 2 hour nap. about 10pm i vomited blood suddenly, don't know what happen. i was like dizzy dizzy =l then want to faint like that. seeing the doctor tomorrow. hai... what the hell. Just had a quarrel with Terecia. don't want to talk to her liao luh. make me so dulan like that. ilove chriseongjiehui<3 Thursday, February 12, 2009
hellocome back here to post. was suppose to go for checkup today. but in the end, i didn't my mum cancelled the appointment. what the hell. cause me to tell coach that i got to leave early. nevermind. when i was on the bus, then she call me say. uh, estelle. i cancelled the appointment. i was like huh :/ you tell me to tell the coach that i got to leave early yet you tell me that you cancel it. suan le luh. since nothing else, i went back to church bah. heng bah. better luh, pm rocks. usual people. zihui, william, david, samuel, alicia. and today came fiona, kelvin and yunrui. woohoo. bus-ed to JP for dinner. with Kelvin nia. then eat and chatchatchat jiu go home bah. then saw zhenxin while heading to boon lay interchange today's training rocks man. lobbing, forth hand lifting and the back hand lifting. wooha. hahah. i want to get another racket man. going to restring it soon buying a new racket too. shoes buy liao luh. update pictures soon ( thanks to cheryl ang =X) JKJK. got to go sleep. i'm tired bye our time is here
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
gone are the days of summerwe couldn't change it if we try why would we want to let's go where we got to our paths will cross again in time hello people. here to post. updated private blog. hahah. ask me for URL and invitation bah. hahah. went for prayer meeting today praypraypray pray until can cry D: the prayer meeting today was epic i was crying even though i'm praying. i'm like totally lose control of myself what i can say to someone is that time proves everything how can i not say that i'm wrong people do make mistakes it's just that you want to repent or not. it sounds profound nvmmind. i hope this will enlighten you :D school sucks, i can say? i'm already hating school. CIP was great =D Pull out weeds rocks :D fun yeah? saw the chameleon and so whatever thing. it was like open my mouth so big. *shock* hohoho. been busy revising my work late at night and running for projects what the hell. i must chiong now already. score well. then i shall say sayonara. my plan A works, woohoo. i don't think anyone knows about it. okay , i got to go now bye i want get back to the old days
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I want to get back to the old daysdamn. couldn't express todays feeling weird yeah? try to express myself but couldn't what the hell. Went to Jurong Point after schooooool crap. meet someone up then do homework after that go back to church for pm. Saw Gabriel, Yinling, Alicia Leo, Anna ( Dunearn ). Head to Main Auditorium with them then praypraypray keep picking up calls yeah? stupid. Nadia, Weihan, Dad. My aunt got cancer and my dad is going overseas to see her i pray for her man. Hope that they are all safe. Then send Alicia back home. Then i head home to put my bag, then go out again. Find Mum, then walkwalkwalk a while then go home. I was at the swing swingingswinging swing away all my thoughts for that moment let's hope that the next day will be a better day for me. Prayer meeting tomorrow :D yeahyeahyeah i'm so gonna go. I love PM so much. Thanks for those people who are there for me, when i'm troubled there for me when i'm sad. there for me when i'm angry special thanks, Terecia :D Nadia :D William :D and Alicia Chiang :D i'm really thankful to you all. will update my private blog soon Monday, February 9, 2009
woohoo.i love today man. 09.02.09 wow. CAN'T BELIEVE THAT it was a triple happiness woohoo. first girl to come in for class running. 1.6km, 9.11 mins i've break my personal record chinese test paper. I though i would score F9 but i scored an A1 yeah! 87.5 marks highest in class :D i can't believe this. i not haolian luh =P Just sharing my experience. and i took the courage to stand up for PM today. It was totally a diffrent feeling. i felt God's presence. that touches my hand. wow, amazing day I love NADIA, BFF :D Sunday, February 8, 2009
today was okay?Peien came to my house and do project Yesterday , some 10 over relatives came over to visit me i was quite late then and got scolded by my mum damn. it's kinda like sien lo. silakat bodoh , paiseh, i at first spell budoh, then my erkor go correct me awww man. what the hell. i haven't get enough research for my project. Nadia i'm super sorry NADIA BFF <3 LOL. imma lamester. was studying today. guaikia bye know this you know this in me
Saturday, February 7, 2009
I LOVE CHRISE ONG JIE HUI <3HAPPY VALENTINE. COUNTING DOWN TO SPEND THE DAY WITH YOU. though we have countless fights / quarrels but we both patch up :D i love you. =D hope you create a blog soon ._. edited. umm, new private blog. invite only some of you. if you are not invited, don't blame me. done with edit DANGEROUS THAT GIRL IS A DANGERROUS THAT GIRL IS A BAD GIRL woohooooooo. kinda like sticking to the song, Dangerous. Hey i'mma Dangerous Girl =X Nah, JKJK. umm, anyway. I'm creating a private blog. due to some reasons some people are invited while some others are not invited. Hmm... sorry. Church was okay today ? Umm, talk about marriage it's kinda funny i and vivien siaosiao liao =P we laugh till our head drop. eventually it didn't. LOL. walao eh, i hate you. you seem to be invading me. controlling me I hate people that control me. You just shut up ! And Let me go. Fellowship was okay. Just a bit sien luh, for 20 minutes. Until William and Kelvin call me there. =X Can't wait for ahem. i think some of my friends will know. affliated to school de. hahah. I seem to be lock up in walls of my heart got controlled by you if you are trying to judge my character judge yourself. think through your mind , ain't you trying to control me. Can you please just give me some space and don't say things that hurt people? it keeps' gettin' worse
Thursday, February 5, 2009
You know something?I've been really wanting to say out what i want to say but didn't had the courage to say it out. damn. I felt like i was never your friend I don't see the sense of security and the sense of friendship when i'm with you all. I'm the one that gives in all the time. I cherished the time that i spend with 6A if time can rewind, i would like to score better and get into a better school. woohoo. Nadia BFF :D i feel the sense of security when i'm with her. she loves joking around. going to the library was fun. hahah. I love 6A.08 i miss them i want them i don't hate them. damn. why do i say so mushy stuff? O: Yaw. I'm kinda like drained out after training. Been training super hard for my 1,2 and 3 position. Just couldn't get it right. Arghhhhhhhh! Save me. 6A rocks yaw ;D I prefer myself now than before that old stupid, dumb, nooby me. if you are my schoolmate in Xingnan. Project mockup undone D: The rest chapchap soi. got to go read my book. bye:D miss independent overflowing spend a little time
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
hellopeople. Just came home from Nadia's house. WOOHOO. love her cat, MiMi so much. Omg. she so cute :D here are some pictures  Me and Mimi :D  Sokyee ! what cha' doing?  You Miao, I roar xD  Swimming pool. woohoo.  miaomiaomiaomiaomiaomiao  hahah. some project stuff  Nadia :D using the laptop  don't cover your face luh =X Nadia :D  Nadia and Sokyee :D woohoo... I'm kinda like chionging homework till midnight. omg, so late. I still do project and what is unbelievable is that , I spend 51 minutes on one question. damn it. aiyo. nevermind. shall update next time. bye The reason that make me hate you
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Back from Badminton MatchI'm kinda like lose to Simtongwai Estelle : Tongwai 5 : 11 At least better than the previous round Win doubles. Tongwai, Cassandra, Estelle : Ryan and Jeremy we won. I'm kinda getting more and more mutual. as time passes, I learn to solve things myself. I'm kinda like loving myself. knuckles hurt, punch wall =X LOL I'm almost late for school today heng uh. omg, i'm slidding back to the time of P6 when i'm late for 20 over times Please? Save me? LOL. i got to save myself. I'm kinda like pekchek with simtongwai. he keep saying Cassandra, i buay song. CASSANDRA, don't sad sad, stay happy School is quite okay today Things keeps getting better And I'm kinda like tired in Literature lesson and Science lesson? I'm kinda stupid luh. Tongwai, don't haolian hor, i tell you. Suan people. you siamsiam luh. don't come disiao us. I shall never play with you match again. so haolian. show people how lihai you are. Argh, Lazy to scold. Busy day today hur. i gtg now, byebye my luck had changed in a while
Monday, February 2, 2009
yoyoyo.i'm kinda in a good mood today but not so. Today i pei Cassandra' ElmoGirlfriend siaosiao *laughs* We laugh like nobody's business during recess. Peien like Sadistic like that, gujiaguaren =X I pei her awhile. Then become lala land again. Kinda "cool" myself today. chill out manzxzxzxzxz. got 1st for sprinting. Because i also don't know? Then jogjogjog around the school. *Gastric Pain* because bo eat much mah. Then end of that go home. shall post another time. byebye :D im crying out to myself
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Today was quite a scheduled daychionging my project for the whole day le. sien. and it's 1.28am not asleep. simply troubled. 2 person listening to me. thanks =D When out to Telok Blangah Cresent To help out some stuff. MRT eh? so far. Then came home at 10pm omg, Terecia's going back. don't know when she'll be back. she's the closest to me. argh, why are You taking away all my closest friends? can't blame You problems been up on my mind. recently just get off 2. and still have loads Crying silently in the night no one was there it's a damn cold night, bye Im only a burden to you
i'm like a stranger to youwhen we are together as a group there's always someone left out which is me i felt so that i'm only a extra one between you and them no one wants to give in so i shall things have been getting that tough. and i don't really know how to solve them by sitting quietly by the side or cry out to someone. One problem come another aiya, why am i so problematic? why ! Save me. was chionging my project yesterday till 3 am. siao ones. i shall end my post with a word SAD
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