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 I miss you, I'll never forget you. Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh. I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset. I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :) I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band. My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.
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You got me insane yeah
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Tags reply :Peien : I will tagged you back soon :D Jialin : really uhhh? so good :D I want a new one :D TCY : i tagged back soon :D Alicia Leo: yes ! i will de :D thanks for everything laopo <3 peijun : thank kyu :B see you in school :D Maybelene : helloooooooo ! candy darh <3 will do it asap Jeann' : wow. 2 quiz at a time :D greats. I shall do all at once :D Peishi: yeah ! i went to JP with my cg members :D Caiwen : Caiwen (: hellooooooooo :D hello :D people :D came back from training :D now here posting well, today can be said quite okayy. just that tml is sports day' i have C Girls Long Jump. hahah. training is okayy. well, i'm going to train up my physical :D on friday :D i will train up, i won't let all my effort go down the drain :D hahah. jiayouuuuuuuuuuu ! heyhey. no pictures today :D bye i'm tired. tired tired tired tired. emotionally tired. shut up. Monday, March 30, 2009
 pictures taken by today and some other days :D one is overdued de :D hello :D people :D tagged with a quiz by Jeann'Xiaolovely(: and MayyMayy'CandyDarh(: <3 will do it on the next post. this will be a short one. hahah. today was quite okayy. but abit pekchek sial. because of this person which had a year plus relationship of good friends with her, i became moody. -backstabbers! again and again. stop lying to me, i hate it. i didn't say anything about you neither gossip you. yet you gossip me? i was shock and angry once i heard about it. i can't concentrate on my e math, keep getting the wrong calculation. i kept thinking of what i have done to you that irratates you, that make you gossip me so much? in front of my good friend? i couldn't believe. such a close person to me, can eventually backstab me. wow, i had look down on you ! well, after listen to what AliciaLeo' Laopo <3 i calm down :D thank kyu :B I felt so freaking you know that? I don't hate you, but i hope you know what am I talking about. I hate backstabbers. they sucks. didn't they say about what is right or wrong? gossiping is sucky. i swear i wont say anything now. i don't trust you. but the least i could do, is not to get too close to you. we both are in faults. i hope you stop slandering me with words that are totally absurb. O: okayy. i shall end my post, and post more tml :D Sunday, March 29, 2009
 Overdued photos :D post for fun k?  The one in dark brown is my slipper :/ new slipper please? hahah. I just bought a newIPOD earpiece for my NON-IPOD MP4 player. the sound blast is nice manzxzxzxzxzxzx. hahah. I posted early in the morning. now the second for the day :D hahah. I should say a CLBP. to this person. :D happy ! once single, forever singles :D singles for life rocks yo ! :D okayy, gtg le. bye hello, readers. just got back home nia. damn lame right? sorry didn't go online. or else i will get spam by "someone" i don't block people, *threecheers* for that. :D came back from a function. so tired. want to go Nationa Library and return my books, but second thougt, night time. because i v tired now. hahah. i update more later kayys? i'm going to study now. still got more stuff to settle. i've been wondering why people love stabbing you behind yourback? it affects your mood and your status in the people around you. what's more is that, they will add oil into the fire. making out stories thatwon't true. partially, it's my fault, i admit. but you are also in fault. and you pretended that you won't. like what Caiwen says, people do make mistakes, the only thing is repentance, the most important word that you should remember. I'm just trying to make myself clear, i don't mean to slander you or something. do go back and think through. don't you know how hurtful it is, when i hear all those words. and i can'tbelieve that it is from you. i hope you will understand Estelle, Jiayouuuu. No matter what, hang on. when ever i hear the song, Let me take you there, by Plain White T's it triggers something in my mind. the lyrics kep playing in my head Saturday, March 28, 2009
helloooooooooo.i shall announce something :D Ehhhh, i don't mind saying sial. I'm finally ahem. and PU. :D hope you guess what i mean :D okayy, so happy about it :D wahahahah. those who got my private blog invitation then know about it. wahahaha. Ashiteru <3 Friday, March 27, 2009
Estelle ! JIAYOUUUUUArtist: Jojo Song: Too Little Too Late hais. sien. tiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtired too tired to add on any other stuffs i'm sien. LOL xD I'm wanting to run ! runrunrunrunrunrunrunrun LYNETTE thanks for everything <3 loves hais. fan si le! taboleh tahan D: bye Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Estelle is pissed off by someone. Artist: Katy Perry Song: I Kissed A Girl Current mood: stfu luhh. helloooooooo. people :D from today onwards i will shall use blockquotes Kao, they both on 29 March sial. okayy. post no more. I'm lazy =/ bye Monday, March 23, 2009
Estelle is drain out. =PArtist: Rihanna Song: Please Don't Stop The Music Current mood: Emotionless what the hell. i'm crapping. LOL today in the morning keep laughing. v funny, and enjoyable. after that, my mood start to sunk down. i don't know why. but troubled for today D: shall not rake it up. yesh, i finally arrange the time well. i must leave school by 5.30 pm D: because rush for crucial CU O: i'm sleepy =x bye Estelle don't want school ;( Artist: Jaci Velasquez Song: Imagine Me Without You Currentmood: tired and emo ._. update ! at such a time O: sorry. today was quite tiring luhh. i can't really say much for today. because i'm drain out. totally. went to dhoby ghuat again. Then go back studio. do stuff. coach. then parents come fetch me. to TAN TOCK SENG hospital. was damn tiring can. checkupcheckupcheckup now my turn to check the doctor uh. Argh, x-ray and bloodtest. After that go back Novena Square there shop. okay, i bought 2 tees :D nevertheless, I bought a new cross necklace. woots ! :D hahah. then come home around 19:15 then chiong stuff. after that, i rest. woke up at 11:45 pm then now come post at 0048 what the hell. all numbers on my blog now. no pictures? O: I'm too lazy manzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. dead =x update photos tml if i have the time :D unhappy
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Estelle is having moodswing ;( Finally can log in. i feel like switching to livejournal but no bahh. changed blogskin. wasn't pleased with the previous one :D so yeah. well, i was quite unhappy for 2 days already. didn't really talk as much as before. i smile lesser, not like last time. i'm like damn pissed off by lynette. okayy, i don't want to talk about it. woke up at 10am today. was really exhausted. then i was preparing for o school. after that i was about to trained to o school. went XH called me as she was nearby. drive me over :D took the list and attire. well, okayy :D then after that come home, prepare for service. do my work before going to church. met with Alicia'Hubby :D go church together. then it started to rain, and we laugh while we run. of course got drenched. xD then after service, didn't fellowship. i went home, wasn't in a v good mood to fellowship. i don't want the others to see my sulky face. so i went home. instead i fellowship with my Hubby <3 LOL. then after that come home and post. i'm going to chiong my project today. shall see what's next. my lit project is not done yet, damn. homework, all clear :D hahah. okayy, i gtg le. bye update! helloooooooo, yesterday was not in the right mood to update my blog. well, i have photos to update, i have photos to update later on :D roar! O: LOL. I'm feeling better. yesterday training damn funny luhh xD i keep laughing sial. i fall down still can laugh. playing still can laugh. pumping also can laugh. funny xD after that, went off earlier. i need to go and get some stuff. then meet Alicia'Hubby <3 she rocks. :D LOL. ashiteru her <3 LOL. i hearts ( <3 ) her :D update photos later, and more to come. tune in at night. bye Tagged by MayyMayy' CandyDarh to do this quiz 1) What school are you currently in? - BoonLay Secondary School :DDDDDDDDD 2) What class are you in? - 1E4'09 rocks! :D 3) Are you available? - Singles and Unavailable :D 4) What is your fave song? - Countless 5) What were you doing ago? - Preparing for o school. 6) Do you want to go to Poly or College? - Jurong Junior Colledge ! :D 7) Do you trust yourself? - Yesh, i do :D 8) What is your current mood? - Happy, Sad, Tired, should be fine bahh :D 9) Who do you badly not want to see? - William Lim 10) How many fingers do you have? - I have 1000000000 fingers xD 11) Do you like your school in Question 1 ? - Yesh, last time no. 12) Who do you miss now? - Is not who but my MP4 D: 13) Do you have a pet? - No D: 14) Are you thinking of somebody now? - No :D 15) Are you at home or in sch? - Crap, home :D 16) Who are your male cousin? - Damien. i dont know liao =X 17)who are your female cousins? - Tricia Teh Jesslyn Lim Janice Lim Sally Yip Sarah Yip Trella Goh Emily Goh Tag 5 people to do. ehhh, i don't sabo, want do then do. dont want to do then don't do :D I can't take it any longer
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Estelle is in a bad mood now ;(Artist: Eyes set to kill Song: Reach Current mood: sad and angry LOL. wasn't in the good mood early in the morning feel abit dizzy. sorry about not replying so many messages if you want to know whyye please ask me on msn. not really convenient to say it here. i was damn piss off. health so bad =x damn what luhh. O: UH, nehmind. shall take care of myself. :D today had training. :D well, not bad :D but my skill sucks alot lo. bustard. O: i need to train up fast manzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. I hate myself being so sucky. i'm gonna train up manzxzxzxzxzxz, roar O: okayy, update my private blog :D byes Tagged by Junyi' Kor :D quiz. What is your favourite colour? -Blue, Blue calms me down :D Are you Attached or Single? -Attached D: What is your CCA? -Badminton :D and Diabolo <3 What is your Primary School? -Xingnan Primary School :DDDDDDDD How many friends do you have? -Countless :D Who did you last fought with? -Cassandra' Elmo GF <3 What was your problem in Primary Sch? -Not doing homework and keep playing, thats why PSLE so lan =x Do you have a medical condition? -No, for pernament. But yes for now D: What do you really want to do now? -Play Badminton D: my hands are ictchy =X Where do you live? -Sin-ga-pore Who help you in MT? -Only MT teacher for lessons, and i do the rest my own =S 3 things i like about myself -i don't judge myself. 3 things i hate about myself -like i say, i don't judge myself. :D How many ex-bf do you have? -hmm. 2 Do you like school? -soso. Who do you miss now? -not a person, but my MP4 :D Your worst fear? -Tickles =x 6 person to do this quiz: ehhh, i think i don't sabo. =x since i was tagged to do, i do lo xD who want to do jiu do :D Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Estelle is down with gastric and insomnia. ;(Artist: Avril Lavigne Song: Nobody's Home Current Mood: emo =.= update ! well, things been good =D but i have one thing to say, I haven't have had my breakfast, lunch and dinner =X Argh, always skip one. no wonder gastric lo xD still in mood to laugh, shut up Estelle =S jiayouuuuuuu estelle! stay strong. you must succeed. :D (et:D but i couldn't D:) Hais. reading about my previous blog. I'm sad for myself. but happy for myself now :D like the Bible says for Greater Things have yet to come. :D cheerups yo (: morning got woke up by Gina' Jieh call. had only one hour plus sleep. now quite sleepy z.z then prepare to school. Gina keep disiaoing me ._. i dont deserve this , Jieh O: LOL. then bus-ed to school. reached school le, sleep. Waited for thinner to come. xD but i didnt notice that there is one in the cupboard =x sorry Kor :D fastfoward. * went home to search for Jialin' CookieGF present. search for like one hour then can find. then go jp and buy the box, this and that. then headed to stadium. i missed one hour of playing badminton. sien. but quite fun, played with Alvin :D Not bad sial. my skills sucks now D: i got to train hard. as hard as possible. then go JP meet Alicia' Hubby. walk around jiu go home le. i'm too tired to elaborate wass up now. i shall update later on or tml :D updating private blog now :D bye :D It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Estelle is tired after a long day ;(Artist: Rihanna Song: Disturbia Current mood: Confused O: had a long day today in school. holiday = no rest. more homework loads. more stuff to do. more things to settle I really miss my bed O: well, yesterday went to watch movie with Junyi' Kor :D Race to the Witch Mountain. Not bad luhh xD i'm afraid of tickles yaw O: LOL. I prefer to update my private blog. more privacy. LOL. this blog no privacy de. =X nahh, joking. is i really lazy to update both blogs liao. LOL, won't de luhhs. Today wake up damn early. On comp do this and that. Jiu go back school for the class. then started painting. :D well, Junyi' Kor contributed a coloured cloud to my class :D thank kyu :B LOL. Then ridha, isaac and shimin came to help me :D thank you thank you thank you for all the helps and troubles. :D I swear i never gonna touch paint again D: My hand is green in colour, I need thinner. i lost my thinner. =X it burns my hand manzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. painpainpainpain. burnburnburn. LOL. okayy, i gtg le. bye Sunday, March 15, 2009
Estelle must stay strong :DSong: Spotlight Artist: Jennifer Hudson Today is sien luhh. Got scolded. I'm innocent please? D: Wake up at 7 plus , on comp post. then prepare to go back H-H. sien. then coachcoachcoach le, Agnes paotoh me. got scolded by Coach luhh, nehmind. I'm forgiving de hroar. later on train-ed to JP and buy some PW stuff then go NLB, rain heavily. Well, I borrowed this book called Insomnia by Stephen King. Not bad yeah? :D then stay a while jiu go home. wahahah. thanks to Lynette for cheering me up :D it doesn't work. I miss my guitar pick! O: 2 years le leh. D: O SCHOOL rocks yaw :) Artist: Kat Deluna Song: Whine Up spend time on newstyle for agility :D woots. going back later. fun yaw. hope it won't last till 1 plus =X was really tired yesterday. out the whole day you know. woots. wahahahah. total up is 12 hours plus. do i have to always train to Dhoby Ghuat alone? O: Lynette don't want accompany me. bad girl. was asking her about how's the badminton skills. UPDATED MY PRIVATE BLOG :D do go and take a look. but invitation first of course. :D ask me for it bah. bye Saturday, March 14, 2009
Estelle is contented with the work she had done :)Song: Runaway Artist: Avril Lavigne Well, today is quite a eventful day. did class decor today. i is wake up damn early today 7am. Got up get ready and go back to school. classroom of course. at first i go alone, dododo le, sokyee and liyan came to help. thanks to Jasmine Chua too. Thanks to Junyi'Kor for the 9 :D wahahah on my class wall :D I didn't request them to help me with the class decoration yet they offered their help. went quite smoothly, just run out of tape. and didn't paste lots of stuff. nehmind. i Monday before class outing i go paste it :D after that, Junyi' Kor came. wahahah. play PSP. O: how i wish i had one. what the hell. got sabo by him again. D: hahah. after that went JP, had lunch. i now realised that while eating i keep smsing. i have so many contacts yaw. walk around JP, bookstore ! O: i feel like buying books but no money. and i'm dropping the idea of buying a crumpler. i want to buy another sling bag :D or a haversack. depends bah :D but crumpler rocks man. thanks Kor for the sticker :D wahahah. of course after that go back church luhh. was late, i'm sorry meiyi, didn't go fetch you. after that service finish went to Coach Huang's house to discuss about the diabolo tee. well, me and weihan go bah. after that went to find W466 :D then drink le, jiu go home. reached home around 8.10pm. kinda sien now man. bye Friday, March 13, 2009
Estelle is damn suay today. ;( got suan by peopleSong: Tonight Artist: Fm Static Today go to school with Gina' Jieh :D I was late , sorry lehh. woke up late, doze off after a morning call by a friend. when wake up, my injury damn pain can. Gina was waiting for me. then bused to school. *fastfoward* lessons i thought should be interesting end up with suan's lo. tongwai, weijie and ryan suan me. i accidentally forgot nia mahh. say i purposely "cop" people's money. i where got O: you make me damn hurt man my 2 years protractor broken, new pen havent used yet spoil. didnt bring alot of things to school today. after school, Gina came to find me then walk around in the school with Gina. went back to class and do homework. then started deco-ing. later on, I was surprised when Junyi'kor came then he emo, didn't talk. sien. then keep playing with Gina :D only draw some stuff. then bo draw liao. keep playing with the 2 of them scarying each other. O: i damn scared luhh. screams got hit by Gina and Junyi. sabo me lo. my kor and my jie. ganged up sial =S after that i went home to change and someone is driving me over ;D wahahahahahahs. i update later bye I dont want to live anymore
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Estelle is in pain and struggling to catch her breathe ;(Song: Anything But Ordinary Artist: Avril Lavigne disclaimer': to this person, ________ i feel so insulted by you. You are not me, you don't know how i feel. got suan by you for my skills and technique. and you called me a bitch. okayy, whatever. maybe i'm just a little sensitive. but do mind others feelings. i felt so uncomfortable after what you've said. end. Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Estelle is recovering, but cut her leg ;(Artist: Britney Spears Song: Womanizer * I'm confused now. I want heavy metal music O: hello people. just came back home. feeling sulky seen something that made me so unhappy ;( shall dwell in no more. Today was quite okayy. woke up damn early luhh, 3.52am. then went to chiong my geography. fall asleep, what the heck. suppose to chiong right? yet didn't. and sleep all the way till 6am. then bo bian. get ready for school lo. O: waited for the bus. I saw Arissa with her 2 days ago with her Swiss Cottage uniform. :D Happy luhh her =S then today saw Reena ! :D I miss all Xingnanians yaw. Especially my CCA diabolo O: Then school time. sien, i feel quite tired and feverish but i zi-high. xD wahahah. then Music lesson, i got laughing disease O: fish. Do I have cure for it? Laughing at Mr Sim for his pouting mouth. xD Then after school, hang around with Yanying and Jean. Then Jeanette go spray water at me, make my uniform damn wet luhh. A whole patch of water. Then waited for Mdm Ng so looooooong. Got suan by SOMEONE luhh. watch out you, how dare you suan me? O: i sad luhh, still kenna suan so many times. Saw Gina while waiting , infuriating luhh, until my mouth damn thirsty, decide to go Canteen and buy drink. Mango Tea :D then Gina go play with me luhh, run around like mad. hahah. bus-ed home with Gina, then i know she stay the same block as me. xD tml meeting her to go school ;D gtg le. Byeeeeeeeee! :D Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Estelle is sick and suffering from pain ;(Artist: Ne-yo Song: Go On Girl I'm using this song to cheer myself up. I express my mood/feelings through music. thanks for the daily readers that come to my blog and tag me :D and read it. I'm really thankful Today i felt quite sick. Not as active as before in class. I did Oral Presentation today. it totally sucks. I sucked at it now ;( self study did Math bridging test. went smoothly though tired. but i slept after finishing off the paper. I'm so gonna kill Miss Wee. Ate our SEL period to do filing worksheet. suppose to be relief mahh. yet Miss wee come in. oh whatever. stay strong Estelle. there's more to come in the future :D My hand hurt and my stomach too, while having training what if it's thursday, what should i do? I wanna go for training. I want to go school tml. i don't want to stay at home and rest. I can't pon school now. cannot, never and i don't want thanks Meiyi for today :D she made me happy. i hope holidays will be good for me. :D wahahahah. I'm sick now. seeing the doctor later, well, i still got to rest. okayy, gtg le Bye Like i say, that post on Sunday will be last post about Chrise Ong. I'm gonna forget about him. I'm felt so useless, I couldn't help her when she needs me the most. I'm sorry. I really couldn't help much. This was not the best i can give I'm willing to give up my closest friends for you. spending time with you in school. but it didn't work. perhaps I really need to work on an solution. I'm really tired, but i still got to stay strong and help. I felt so useless. I couldn't help you that little bit. i'm useless Meiyi, I'm sorry. i love you. Meiyi <3 Cheerups yaw :D i'll be there for you. I'm kinda too moody to post pictures. i'm tired enough already imissyou, ChriseOng
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Estelle! Must tahan ;(God is there for me, i must stay strong. No matter what i must stay strong. i miss the time i spent with him <3 i miss the moments we shared together i miss the place where we used to hang out i miss you so much but i had lost trust in you which we had it last time time and time you lied to me but i forgive, but my trust slowly faded. and my love had died for you chriseong, i will want to forget you. forever and ever, and maintain a good relationship. though i miss you <3 this will be my last post concerns about you i've hang on to this agony for a month and i want to let it go now. it's been hard on me to really forget you, i really couldn't, but i want to. i want to forget you, want to, it's really tough. but i had learnt to let it go. shall no longer hang on. bye Saturday, March 7, 2009
     hello people. took pictures today :D and bother to post it. had an exciting conversation with Meiyi. know lots of things about her. meiyi, you got hope de :D JIAYOUUUU. went to pioneer mall and meet vivien and meiyi bought the sweet. long long de :D damn nice luhh. Meiyi keep wanting to eat the sweet =X until no more. keep snatching my sweet. vivien and meiyi, i want my revenge >=-) during fellowship, ouchhhhh. my stomach real hurts. the stitches come out blood. eeeeeeeeeeeew. damn pain luhh. the others still want me to chase them. i bear with the pain though. then chatted with Meiyi, jiu go pool and soak our leg xD Samuel tay actually wanted to push me into it. but i sure did escape :D then chatted with meiyi jiu go home le. and posting right now. tml is cinderella show woooooots! happy luhh. bye :D Tags reply : Lynette: imy too :D i shall explain to you using sms luhh. Meiyi: xiexie:D that song damn nice luhh. Jeanette: walaooooo luhh. i hate you luh. damn you promised to run with me and ask me not to pangseh you, yet you ... haiz. Alcie: Link you up asap. :D sorry ehs Huiyin: yoyoyo. huiyin. thanks for tagging :D Junyi: thanks for tagging :D walao. the paper damn tough luh, pass already can count damn lucky. Chieng Yi: yoyoyo thanks for the tag man. Caiwen : thanks my senior :D jiayouuuuuu too. Cassandra: hey relinked ;D posting early in the morning because i slept for don't know how long le. got stitches on my stomach. ouchhhhh. damn pain can. hope my mum don't nag at me for my phone bill. keep bombing, atomic bomb ! O: nahh, Jokingggggggg. Meiyi is coming for service later :D woooooooooooots! :D haha. my church partner :D damn. backstabber. you totally crushed me if someone closed to you had hurt you, it hurts so much that you couldn't resist it. i shall say no more. i'm sad. bye Randomlyher
Friday, March 6, 2009
it's kinda tired now.came back home with my sweaty t-shirt. supposed to stay in school and paint the classroom but didn't. well, today is damn nervous luhh. Before the running part did a lot of warmup then rest a while then chiong uh. got position 36, i think i can do better one small badge, but better than nothing. sweating like hell, panting like shit. ice-cream stick at last D: hahah. then get cold plain water, wouldn't it be better than warm 100plus? woke up damn late. phone didn't call me up yo. forgot to on my phone-alarmclock and i didnt charge my phone charge it for 10mins then get out of the house to take bus. waited for Menda and my Milo drink xD I drank it without eating anything. saw Junyi while waiting for Menda. so good, he get to sit the OM's car. better than nothing bah. LOL. reached SDC. not late :D woooooooooooooooooooots! settle down and unexpected Menda came and said that i was choosen to lead the C girls. I was like walao eh. nvm. did my part, Gina was in too :D wahahahahha. :D Ran with her. she's like damn fast luh. I was like trying to catch up end up no more stamina luh. then after 1 km plus walk a little while then 2.5km above walk a little while hear the screams and started to chiong. but no more strength. JIAYOUUUUUU. then chiong chiong chiong. 36 position. hope next year i can get top 10 position and above. then after that go pm with Gina and April. Eat le jiu go JP walkwalkwalk. i was like earpiece then walk all the way. Junyi and Pohchong was there. hahah. Keep snatching PohChong's phone. and his book ._. so cute luh him. act mute when he is not mute. walk all the way to another friends house and get something. of course played a little while then walk home. saw BFF' Dayna :D and Yunhui :D LOL. i'm talking too much i got backstab by this person. i felt so insulted by the redundant words that she say your words are like needles pricking my heart in the outside you seems to be okay with me but inside you feel like scolding me and wanted to scold me a bitch anything, it's your mouth what you want to badmouth about me badmouth luhh, who cares? like i say it's your mouth not my mouth i had think too little of you. I'm really dissapointed with you right now. i don't mean to say you, but it hurts when i hear those sentence that you say about me it affects my mood do you know that Thursday, March 5, 2009
Estelle JIAYOU, stay strong no matter what ;( keep going on :D hello peeps. it's been a long time ever since i've post pictures. i'm lazy well, lots of things had happened. hahah. today school is okay. the home econs test was quite a good one. keep laughing. when i shake Mr Nargu's pen xD hahah. sorry didnt upload much pictures. maybe the next time. seem to have some problem with my phone.   nothing to do. so do mirror image :D --> Alicia and Me :D today go to school quite early. did a good deed :D hahah. SOMEONE should know right? =X I am a pig O: what the hell. so many people call me pig D: sadded. nahh, joking. All finished. Papers had end :D Got E8 for EM. what the heck. i study so hard for EM. Geography and Home Econs, i'm preparing to fail =S congrats. well. i'm going to have a 'big' event on saturday. want to ask about it. ask me on msn. it's quite shocking. CROSS COUNTRY ROCKS (: i want to get the top 50's. got to run for it man. gtg le, bye:D Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Estelle cannot tahan anymore ;(stay strong ;D the pain I'm in, no one knows about it. it really hurts alot. i don't know if i can run on friday's cross country scared suddenly faint. bus-ed to school today. was a little late. what the heck. suppose to be early. and Junyi keep calling me a pig O: but piggys are indeed cute :D had an exciting lesson for history, et:D : *talking about the Mohenjo-daro and Harappa* *fast forward* Mr Tan: what do you mean by that? et:D : the visitors might get into the wrong valley. Mr Tan: makes no diffrences. et:D : ohhh... (sit down) Mr Tan: anymore questions? or answers? et:D : no more. Mr Tan: hesitated a while, okay... HISTORY is love :D GEOGRAPHY i've prepared to fail =S tomorrows is homeecons. and mother tongue. not gonna sleepman. friday is cross country, Argh. sien luhh, i'm not gonna sleep today though tired. gtg le, bye Tuesday, March 3, 2009
helloooooooooooooooo.back to post. hahah. today was quite okay. thanks to a number of people. that enlightens me :D I've failed my E Math test congrats =X oh whatever, i'm crapping. school was okay dont really sucks a lot this time. i'm reconsidering whether i want to transfer or not. well, i had only 2 things to complain about. not that trivial and Mdm Ng said that there's not a need to transfer. so i shall reconsider. all their points. I won't be able to see Celeste O: LOL. well, turn up for school early today then talktalktalk. jiu assemble le. testtesttest. wooolala. bad ;( okay, nothing much bye Monday, March 2, 2009
well, today quite suay bah.You know what? i woke up at 6.50pm , around there. then chiong to do all things and come to sch on time. heng bah. didn't get to see pohchong at first. because i was late Junyi too. =X sorry yaw. I was damn late the first bell rang and woooooooo. got through the gate lessons. Science CA , going to fail it man. so tough. i think if i scored 25 already heng. 2 humanities paper tomorrow. Argh, History and Geography. Better score well for the rest of my subjects =X to transfer. well, i'm appealing for swiss cottage this coming friday. I'm leaving boonlay if it's successful. hope so. bye, Boonlayians :D I will miss 1E4 . because they rocks now :D after school, went canteen, saw pohchong :D then call lo. loiter around later we went outside school to chat a while then go Jp with Jialin, MayyMayy, Jeann and Jeanette then zao. i go back school. suay luh, keep falling down. during long jump. i fall down again, damn pain can? all sand O: my leg. it hurts. suay luhs. keep falling down these few weeks. ouch! O: okay, fine bye :D Sunday, March 1, 2009
okay. i'm really ill and it's now incontrollable.what the heck. wake up at 8 plus do work then get ready to go TTS hospital go through several checkups and i was like sien. i thought all is over, but it's not the reality came and i was shock and motionless. first thing i do was to run to the toilet and wash my face. come back and get the report okay fine. i shall say no more. i don't really had the chance to post pictures. not in mood. suddenly this thing happen that thing happen. don't wish to rake it up. stay strong but couldn't taboleh tahan, also must tahan hopes i will get will soon bye *faints* recieved that damn letter from TTS hospital 2nd checkup i opened my mouth damn big and nearly scolded fish. it's really very shocking as the doctor suspect it. i didn't know what's happening. i dont' wish to talk about it. I had a emotional shut down and tired. i'm tiredtiredtiredtiredtired of seeing myself being tortured through the dark days, i see no light but black I thought I had see light but i didn't. it's only an illusion/coverup. i'm already physically tired and emotionally tired + breakdown. yet i've to face the challenge i don't know how long this may go. but i'm afraid i won't be able to see the light for eternal life. neither i can hang on. i look happy on the outside but went it comes to the inside. it became complicated and sad. -emotionally shut down -physical tiredness
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