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I go cheek, when I say moew.

Estelle;Est, Sayyou♥me.
I miss you, I'll never forget you.
Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh.
I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D
I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D
I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset.
I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :)
I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band.
My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.

Schedule for the week.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Schedule for the week :

Monday,
Bmt, with classmates. :D
Tuesday,
Training (:
Wednesday,
Going out to shop! :D
Who want go?
Thursday,
Training (:
Friday,
Might go for cellgroup.
and Study at home.
Saturday,
Service (:
And Fellowship (:
Sunday,
Uh, Badminton with friends from other schools.
Bye =D

Shopping spree? LOL.

Had a powerful msg ytd, and chat with Aiwei
About BLSS PM Group. (:

Ytd message was real powerful sial.
That me and Aiwei were super surprised.
I want a breakthrough in my life and school :D
Went Jurong Point and shop around.
Played with Weliyum, Samuel and Junjie, fooled around.
so great xD
Funnyyyy, lol.
Then bus-ed home with tiredness.
After that, slept at 2am.

Today, wake up with that slugish look.
and forced myself to go Jurong Point to buy my bmt racket
P/s I lazy buy racket that's why now then buy =x
after that, shop around
and bought a Boyf tee.
I want more leh D:
I want my checked bermudas D:
and of course,
High waist Skirt !
Top shop Tank tops !
Lols.
Got to chiong for my studies,
byebye =D

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Going for service later :D
Hope i have inspirations
Character building.
I just hope i can go out during the holidays. :D
I wanna go so many places :D
i want freedom :D
Hope i can see Aiwei later (:
I can see Shihui(:
& lots' more :D
I update my blog for nothing, Hahah.
Maybe too sien i can say.
Fellowship with Cellgroup later, after service.
I prefer my dad than my mum
My mum always scold but, i still love my mum :D
i wanttttttt myyyyyy freeeeeeedommmmm ! O:
Roar O:
Bye

Friday, May 29, 2009

What the hell ! Manzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx.

Whyyyyyy?
I throw myself this question.
why everythings doesn't turns out the way i want
All so confused
I just feeling like jumping down a 12 storey building
and die immediately
Even thought i live,
All things go topsy turvey.
Maybe i can say that love really hurts.
Only someone in this world knows what i'm thinking about
To this particular person :
For this 4 months i've know you
You treated me well,
I can say you're the closest to me O:
You know what i;m thinking 'bout
you understand me well.

why?
I ask myself why?
life just sucks alot.
Maybe it's just a dream,
if it is,
i want it to end fast.
Bye D:

EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Done for it.
Confused.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Man, I'm surprised that someone was happy that i quit badminton xD
Wow, Great =D
This is the spirit i like,
well, you might think that you are great.
But let me tell you this,
You're so damn biased.
thank kyu, :D
I love it,
Since i've chosen to quit badminton,
I won't hesitate like what Cassandra'TwinSis say.
I was wanting to go back to badminton,
but after what you have said,
I think better not.
I'm not scolding you,
but asking you to wake up.
Attitude people just suck big time,
my Goodness, if this sentence come out from other sec 2 seniors i don't mind
but it comes out from you ! xD
Wow, I would expect this.
Don't blame me for doing this.
You are really "good" to me :D
Thanks uh, :D
I don't acknowledge you as my senior,
i thought you have set a good example to me,
as a captain, but you didn't.
(Underline if you cannot see the blank space)
I wanna thank Gina alot.
For accompanying me throughout my 6 months.
:D
gtg alr, Bye

Confused

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I have nothing much to say to my Badminton Seniors.
Sorry Coach, I've let you down.
All those times you've train me up,
though it's successful.
But i've chose another path,
I'm sorry.
It's really my fault.
i'm abit emotional now.
i can say, i'm sorry.
It's my fault, Coach.
I've let Liting down, the time she took to train us, Juniors up.
and I've broken my promise.
I commit to Badminton, but i give up now.
Okay, I'm sorry

Monday, May 25, 2009

I can almost see it
The dream i'm dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head says
you'll never reach it
Every step i'm taking
Every move i make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But i, i gotta keep trying
got to keep my hand held high.

Jiayouuuuu, Estelle. !
I gotta keep trying.
Jiayouuuuu, make the right decision, alright?
Bye ! :D

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Enjoyed my day ytd (:
Morning can say is super boring, because nothing much leh.
Only prayer, then went to eat.
After that Uncle drive me towards Habourfront MRT,
then walk towards Vivo.
Hahah.
went to catch, Night at the Musuem 2 @ Vivo City
:D So funnnnnnnn xD
That guy sitting beside me kept laughing like mad.
Idk wassup with that guy ._.
Before that we went up to the 3rd level and see those kids swimming. O_O
I of course want to throw sugar la, But Dear stop me D:
Then walk around Vivoooooooo xD
Hahahaha.
I was like uber cold la, now catch a cold alr );
Then after that, we trained to JP.
okay la, I gtg alr,
Bye (:

Quizzzzzzzzzz.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

1. Real name,
Estelle Teh Soh Hoon.
2. Nickname,
Astelley :D
3. Star sign,
Libra
4. Male or Female,
Er, Female?
5. Primary school,
Xingnan Primary School.
6. Secondary school,
BoonLay Sec(:
7. JC/POLY,
Er, more specific can?
8. Hair color,
Black?
9. Hair Long or Short,
Er, not long not short?
10. Loud or Quiet,
Er, quiet at sometimes, Crazzehhh at sometimes. xD
11. Sweat or Jeans,
Sweat.
12. Phone or Camera,
Phone, but can take both?
13. Health freak,
Uh, no.
14. Drink or Smoke,
Er, Drink.
15. Do you have crush on someone,
No. I have Joshua :D
16. Eat or Drink,
Both, like duh.
17. Piercings,
2.
18. Tattoo,
Uh, No.
19. Been in an airplane,
Ya, 2 year old counted hor?
20. Been in a relationship,
Ya, like yes.
21. Been in a car accident,
Almost, counted as?
22. Been in a first fight,
No.
23. First piercing,
Primary 3.
24. First best friend,
Cheryl Tay Shi Min.
25. First award,
Not sure.
26.First crush,
Can't remember, like super long?
27. First vacation,
Uh, Summer Vacation uh?
28. Last person you talked to,
Joshua'Dear <3
29. Last person you texted to,
Junyi'Kor <3
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with,
Junyi'Kor <3
31. Last food you eat,
Nothing, i didnt eat.
32. Last movie you watch,
Coming Soon?
33. Last song you listen,
Miss Independent by Ne-yo.
34. Last thing you bought,
My Checked Artbox notebook :D
35. Last person you hugged,
Joshua'Dear <3
36. Favourite food,
InstantNoodles. (:
37. Drink,
Idk.
38. Clothing,
what you mean?
39. Book,
Uh, Tango Seventh Grade.
40. Song,
Alot eh.
41. Flowers,
idk, maybe is dafollis.
42. Colour,
Limegreen and Blue.
43. Movie,
Idk. Many leh
44. Phrase,
Nice one (:
45. Subjects,
E Math :D
46. Kissed in the snow,
Singapore got snow meh? O_O
47. Celebrated Halloween,
Ya.
48. Have your heart broken,
Yes.
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone,
what you mean?
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation
WTH O_O
51. Came out of the closest,
I born out from the closet, hahah.
52. Gotten pregnant,
Eh, I pure la.
53. Had an abortion,
No la, I not pregnant how to abort?
54. Done something you have regretted,
Uh, I don't regret the things i do.
55. Broke a promise,
Er, yesh.
56. Hide a secret
Yes.
57. Pretended to be happy
most of the time, yes.
58. Meet someone who have change your life
Yay ! :D
59. Pretended to be sick,
Last time.
60. Left the country,
Uh, yes.
61. Tried something your normally would'nt try & liked it
Er, ya.
62. Cried over the silliest thing,
Yesh.
63. Ran a mile,
Like duh D:
64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s)
Yes.
65. Stay single the whole year,
Nah.
66. Eating,
No.
67. Drinking,
No.
68. I'm about to ton,
I guess so.
69. Listening to,
Music :D
70. Plans for tomorrow
Out for the whole day.
71. Waiting for,
No One, but God to saved me from my parents.
72. Want kids,
No.
73. Want to get married,
Not sure.
74. Careers in mind,
Business Woman.
75. Lips or eyes,
Huh? more specific can?
76. Shorter or Taller,
Taller la.
77. Romantic or Spontaneous,
Romanticcccc.:D
78. Nice stomach or nice arms,
Idk.
79. Sensitive or loud,
Huh?
80. Hook-up or relationship,
Relationship.
81. Trouble-maker or Hesistant,
Uh, idk leh.
82. Lost glasses/contacts lens,
Yes.
83. Ran away from home,
Uh, No.
84. Hold a gun or knife for self defense,
When i'm young.
85. Killed somebody,
No.
86. Broken someone heart,
Idk.
87. Been arrested,
By who? I arrested by Terecia. xD
88. Cried when someone died,
Yes, ahgong lo.
89.you believe in Yourself,
Yes, i believe (:
90. Miracles : Yea?
91. Love at first sight,
Er, idk.
92. Heaven,
Huh? More specific la.
93. Santa Claus,
what you asking?
94. Sex on the first date,
Uh, no. I pure on hor.
95. Kiss on the first date,
No.
96. Is there one person you want to be with you right now,
Idk.
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life,
No.
98. Taq 10 people to do this,
I don't sabo, want do, you do,
don't want do, then heck care ba :D

Take one step at a time

I must study hard, my goodness gracious.
Results like,?
Dumbfounded, A1 for EMath, but what bout' the rest of my subs?
Diao.
This kinda result, D:
wth la, i regretted.
i regretted for not using my time wisely.
Hmm, I have the rights to choose my freedom (:
If i were the "jin si que", I will fly and never come back again (:
Freedom, what's freedom?
the rights to choose i want or not, my judgement towards my decision.
Not yours,
I'll soar like a eagle,
if i can (:
1 more day ! :D

Cheerup eh, Cassan (:
Be alright? :D
Cya soon.
oh yeah, and i gtg alr
Bye =D

Thursday, May 21, 2009

It's gonna be over soon.

Hope it's going to be over.
I prayed.
I will want to spend my time with God (:
Got back my papers.
Uh, I can say that v dissapointed.
I hope this will make me wake up D:
I have to study hard in order to prove to my parents i'm not useless.
Yet, i can't.
I have the ability but i didnt do it D:
I wanna say something,
I have to do better. I must learn to organise my time well
I just hope i can do better than the past.
I'm not the weakling Estelle you see, but the strong Estelle I am now (:
Through God, All things are possible (:
Bye ! =D
Cassan'Twinsis, I love you alright?
Be okay, I wanna see you in school on MONDAY with a smile (:

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

The song : Why by Secondhand Serenade
Just make me so damn emotional.

Triggers something on my mind.
The happy moments that ends so fast D:
I thought all is past,
But it didn't.
It came back to haunt me down.
Estelle have faith (:
I was about to break down just now.
But i remember the line Caiwen'SuperSenior tell me
Walk by Faith, not by Sight (:
I try to calm down myself.
i'm really sad.
I just couldn't get it off my mind.
Pray estelle.
How i wish i had a shoulder to cry on D:
to let off myself.
why does it have to haunt me down?
WHY?

The Way I Are.

Pain lost :D

Pain Lost :D Happiness is doubled, Misery is halved. :D
Spend my day at Deardear's <3
Then we played, chitchat-ted, computer, and nap since i'm tired.
My day is made by Deardear'Joshua <3
Today's Math Paper 2 was okay, easy-going?
Only the last question killed me O_O
I spend super loads of time D:
Then after that have late breakfast with Cookie :D
Then Cassan'Twinsis, she gtg, due to her grandma D:
My condolences, Cassandra, I'll pray for you :D
Then after that take someone's diary, then went off to Dear's house.
This is how i spend my day. (:
Walk by faith, not by sight.
Jiayou, Estelle (:
I love Joshua'Dear <3

Monday, May 18, 2009

Have Faith.

Spend my time with my Deardear, Cassan'twinsis and Christian.
Ran from places to places today.
Days are gettin' better, i can say.
Didnt take pictures recently D:
Maybe i don't like my new hairstyle D:
So "act-cute" de hairstyle, hate it O:
Joking, of course I hate it.
Well, Deardear sick D:
Cassan too D:
All sick D:
Gonna flunk today's paper. ARGH, shit.
Gtg alr, Bye

Dear <3

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Confusion.

Had a fun day ytd :D
Went to meet Hubby, then chatted.
Queue up, Svr :D
Svr was totally impact. :D
Whoa, to me, it's v, can?
Fasting tml :D
For a week, i guess?
i will ! :D
Fellowship at JurongPoint and Central Park. :D
We were having so much fun :D
Studied at Mos Burger. :D and headed to Central Park after that.
Played and have lots of fun.
Time flies fast D:
But i will go there. in future.
Gtg alr, Bye ! :D

Labels: I love Dear.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Yay,
I want to go out with Alicia.
I want my W705 Walkman phone.
I want to go out with Aiwen !
I wanna go take neoprint with Mayy!, Cassan!, Jialin!
I wanna go out ToaPayoh. (:
i want to go VivoCity :D
Esplanade! :D
I wanna Zinc Bag ! :D
I want more tank tops :D
I want another high waist skirt (:
I want another belt. :D
I wanna take pictures at Clarke Quay :D
I want dress ! :D

Childhood Memories.

It keeps haunting me.
Jiayou, Estelle (:
alright, things gonna get better.
I got to have faith.
Pray that Mum would allow me to go church (:
Woots ! :D
Some pictures (:

Joshua :D

Much randomness.

Blowing Bubbles. Candid shot. :D

Had to spend my day in church (:

Going for svr later (:

Out to fellowship after svr.

HSH maybe at 10. (:

I miss Joshua's Sofa D: Like what Cassan says. So comfortable.

Thanks Caiwen, for encouraging me :D

Bye

Second Home

Friday, May 15, 2009

Conscience.

Conscience?
Look through yourself.
you people, hypocrites.
never seen such people before ._.
Open your eyes bigbig, see who you are.
trying to act you're good, Nah, you're just a hypocrite.
Gossip, right?
Fine, I'll just keep my eyes close.
Thanks, Gina (:

Spend my afternoon with Joshua, Cassan, Christian and Ganwee (:
Watch horror movie and talk about school stuff with Cassan. :D
I love to spend time with them (:
Time flies fast D:
Okay, I'm back and i gtg alr.
Bye.

if you can't stand the way i speak, or detest me, just keep quiet (:
you don't have to gossip, thanks. (:

Uh, shit forget my previous post O_O
Damn it.
Xuehui wants me to take shuffle D:
I alr had LA Hiphop, Reggae, Jazz, New Style and Hiphop II.
Damn it.
Shuffle leh D:
So damn stress.
damn it.
damn it.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Maligned.

Tyvm, for the damn thing you have said.
whatever, i know you are super "good"
thanks.

Paper 1 is quite okey (: woots !
I have total confidence of getting A1, O_O
Preparing for tml's paper, I hope i'll get A2 for that
Er, well.
Going out with Ter soon :D
Can say that you are super good to me la.
since you called me your sweetheart (:
lalala.
Studied at NL with Jialin, Gina and Junyi (:
Nothing much, Bye :D

I hope i can see Ter soon :D Sweetheart <3

Monday, May 11, 2009

Searching souls.
Will be back in 2 days, tyvm.

on the way of losing faith,
please don't !
Astelley.

Perserverance.

This post is dedicated to someone, tyvm.
You should know who you are.
Er, what i can say is.
You don't have to feel guilty of not helping me.
I'm okey with it, and I can't do much things,
Neither you can. Maybe you feel more guilty but don't feel useless.
You had help me alot alr, alright (:
(L) All time helper. I won't say your name out, btw (:

End.

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Well. ended my Sunday unhappy D:
Nvm, I'm happy that i did my revision :D
I miss Terecia Siah Su Hui so damn muchmuchmuchmuchmuch can? xD
My all time favourit gal (: (L)
she teach me how to smile (:
okey, i'll post later on.
tyvm, Estelle/Astelley.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Inspirations.

Music : Tattoo.
No time to update D:

I don't know why i don't have the motivation to update my blog. D:
Neither have the time to update.
I will update all the pictures tml (:
Had an very sulky morning, i can say.

Friday, Musuem Night.
08/05/09
Sulkish. Got scolded by Miss Fazlinda.
Okey, I don't know ba. Maybe is my fault.
I didn't help much.
I prefered Exams to PW.

Saturday, iMugged Day.
Gosh! #%^&*!
I don't like Mugging.
Wasting my time. Of course, I studied.
Well, and chatted on the phone.
Blah Blah Blah. xD

Sunday, iStudy Day.
whatever.
Studied my EM and SCI.
uh, mum's nagging.
Bye

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Current Music : Our Time is Here by Demi Lovato.
P/S don't mind the "PB" in my previous post. :D I'll edit.
I hope i'll not be stomp on the internet O_O

Hello, readers :D
had a good day today :D
Piektureeeeees ! O:
The farewell party for Mrs Ho and Ms Monica. D:
Sad D:

Mrs Ho on stage speech :D
hohohoho :D
Lols.

Nadia taking pictures and i candid her. :D

Cassandra's camera, lalala. xD

LPE & LPM luvvs :D aiai

Yeapyi clearing up the mess :D

Haziq trying to mop the floor O_O

Oh, it's raining Bubbles :D
So luomantic. xD Lols.

BUBBLES FALLING D:

That is May and Jialin xD

LPM is as wet as me :D xD :/ D: O: Idk what emoticon la :/
Mr Yang came in to see our mess.
And here it is.
All wet the floor. and someone stomp us D:
Bad :/
Tml will be penalty day D:
And Musuem Night tml. D: and I had not done everything yet, D:
Party out tml night xD woots. :D
Three Cheers for ending of PW. hoseh uh xD
Bus-ed home with Peien, HSH at 6.30pm.
Then bathe and chiong PW D:
Hais.
Okey, i gtg le D:
Bye :D

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Current Music : Get Up by Ciara.
I'm crazzehhhh and random :D thanks.

Lols. Pubor la :/
Today so damn crazzeh can?
xD
Laugh with LPM today also.
Have fun in school la, but not as crazzeh as last time D:
Sad.
Lols.
I quite sien la. I feel like sleeping O:
I have nothing to blogged. D:
But I can say something,
Mao don't have Mao = Melinda don't have hair. xD
Lols.
This makes me laugh like hell, can?
lalala. xD In class, geog no teacher, run like mad la :/
Then Music, beatbox, we lost D:
But nevermind (: I wish we lose leh xD
Cause' I don't want Isaac Lim D:
Pubor la :/
Bye :D

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Current Music : Vulnerable by Vanessa Hudgens.
Gone are the days of summer, we couldn't change it if we try
Why would we want to, let's go where we got to.

I don't seem to be as happy as last time in school.
Well, what i can say is,
school abit sien now. D:
But i would love to study :D
And of course, BMT.
abit busy now.
Blogged later, Bye :D

Monday, May 4, 2009

I'm so gonna buy more clothes O: wahahhaha.

oh yeah, on strict diet.
Copy Nanako. :D
hahah xD
Bye ;D

Current Music : Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas.
P/S, didn't go school today D: I don't feel really well.
i don't feel v well today yawzxzxzxzx?

Terecia Siah is back yaw :D
i miss her damn loads can? :D
Just that she's leaving again, 27th May.
Hais. Better than nothing, and you've deleted your blog D:
Lols.
Yest was study day for me yo
Chiong revision can? :D
Lols. :D
post later, Bye ;D

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Current Music : Miss Independent - Neyo.
P/s, i like to go for Expo svr, but it's too far D:
Oops.
Had training yesterday before Expo svr.

Training :
Spar with Coach on bmt O:
wth man, i'm tired.
So hard to even net the ball la :/

Lunch :
had lunch with Junyi'Kor, Shiyan'Jieh and Peishi. :D
by coincidence, Shiyan and Peishi was going to Pioneer Mall so ate lunch tgt :D
Shiyan is so crazzeh :/
hahah xD
Lols.

MRT :
Next, me and Junyi'Kor trained to Expo :D
hahah xD
It was quite fast manzzxzxzxzx.
after that, took a quick change.

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Service :
service was quite okey.
Didn't use much handphone.
Joshua sms me O_O

After service, train-ed home. with Junyi'Kor.
after that, I bus-ed home.
was extremely exhausted O:
so went to sleep.
I felt that, there's no true love in this world after the service yest.
got to go alr, Bye =D

P/S, I hereby announce Joshua is my 4th Bro

P/S, I'll reply all tags at prespective blogs :D

Friday, May 1, 2009

Current Music : The Way I Are - Timberland.
Tags reply will be on respective blogs. (:

Went Bugis with Dayna (: and Joshua ( tag along )
hahah.
so funneh :/
I saw Shidi there O_O
xD oh yeah, I bought clothes there.
Pictuuuuures xD update tml (:

Oh yeah, Ate PastaMania, :D I never gonna take Tobacco.
So hot, gracious. D:
Dayna go extend her hair but cut it again D:
Uh, nvm. trained back to BL interchange and slack around JP a while.
Bus-ed home. :D
HSH at 5.10pm (:
hahah. gtg le alr
Bye =D

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