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I go cheek, when I say moew.

Estelle;Est, Sayyou♥me.
I miss you, I'll never forget you.
Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh.
I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D
I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D
I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset.
I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :)
I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band.
My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Shifted @ http://thlovemachine.livejournal.com

If you think i won't, I will

Monday, July 27, 2009

Heyho, didn't update on my main blog and private blog.
No time update my private blog ):
Haha, Hmm, I'm going back to livejournal as also, Blogger don't let me post.
So i rather, go livejournal, NoProblem one can.
Haha, hmm, shifting back to livejournal soon.
Maybe? I guess.
From tomorrow onwards, I'm not a badminton player anymore.
I hereby announce, I'm out of any CCAs.
What the hell, right?
Sien man, i really v tired.
But i continue to run (:
Jiayou Estelle.

ELDDS? (:
Haha, LOL.
If you think i won't, I'll prove to you.
I'll prove to you that i can do it.

Keypoints, again?!?!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

- Key point again.
I'm really vvvv lazy to type out.

- Slept v late last night because of PW
- Wake up at 7am and chiong to school
- Now using comp in Xingnan
- Backstage helping later
- Heading to church for service later
- Going to dinner with Relatives and Cousins
- Head home to study
- And sleeping late.

P/s, maybe i should use keypoint in my post next time.
I v lazy type.
Should I close down my blog? ( Talking to myself )

I've miss the chance, and I never get it back again.
I really miss it already, why i realised it so late?
I'm really stupid, really stupid. reallyreallyreally stupid.
Hais, I really regretttttt.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Key points for the day.

- Hmm, done my homework, like finally.
- Studying now
- Day in school was okay.
- Councillor Briefing with Andy during Recess.
- Lessons as usual
- Miss Atikk did not come to school today for geog talk.
- Left school with Twinsister and Joshua.
- Headed home.
- Something unusual happened to me.

Tired but, i must persevere

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Happy Birthday, Gangwee!
Happy hor, Brother? (:

Hello, sorry for not blogging, seriously.
I feel like closing down my blog already, can?

School was okay. Got scolded though never laugh, i was like okay. Then quiet for a moment, got scolded again. Estelle, can concentrate or not? I'm kinda calling my spirit, and i last time Primary 6 first half of the year not like that one ): I want the old me back. Serious, I need to be serious. Hais, I'm really losing my faith, hope, temper, my everything, really. I need to concentrate on studies and badminton, no choice.

Byebye.
Though tired, but i'll continue to fight

Service, Impacting the world

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Forgot about that damn old post. Now it's time for service post.

Was seriously impacted (:
Last time i use to think that reading the bible is a religious duty but after today's service, I now finally know that, Serving God with gladness and willingness (: Really, I feel God's spirit fall upon me. Serious, My legs and hand trembles like never before. Last time after the sermon, I was like, tongue tired already, but today i suddenly want to speak. Like first time (: Last time during sermon have the habit of smsing, now don't have already! (: Like so absorb into the sermon. From now on, I will serve God with all my heart (: with no dragging. (: Evangelism in my school! (: Today's sermon was great and i'm going for tomorrows' service again.

HEHE, I love W466 ! (: My Dearest Cellgroup ! (:
We have those wonderful memories of outings and alot more (:
It's going to be a year when i join W466 (:
Happy Birthday to Kaili & SamuelChan! (:
Hope you'll like the birthday wishes that i wrote for you yawzxzxzxzxzx.

And i might head to Expo for service tomorrow,
Depends if i can wake up early anot O_O Hehe. I'm listening to songs on my phone, cool yeah? I'm studying late at night, burn the midnight oil bah. I think so? Cause' so damn sien. I really got nothing to do but study. And spend my whole night praying. I want go for overnight prayer.
Dad's nagging at me. Byebye
Last sentence :
Don't judge people by their appearance.
Awe-Inspired by the sermon (:

Broke down, once again

Why must that fall upon my family? ):

Tell me why? My whole family is tearing apart ): Really. Why must that happen? What i want is my mum to be well, not worse, WHY? I'm totally shag when i heard the news that she'll go off anytime when heart attack acts up, I broke down immediately and cry, how painful it is, to see your mum going to die soon, and as a daughter, I can't do anything, She's my one and only mother that no one can ever replace her. I cried when Yunrui prayed for my mum. I broke down as i speak in tongues, I really had no one to go to. I just hope and pray that my mum will be alive, i really hope that nothing will happen to her. I'm willing to exchange my life with her, I didn't give her a good life, and ask for more when she gave me something. Hais, God take me thru' it all. ): I'm falling apart already. God save me! ):

Materialistic, Spend money like water.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Hello! (: People, back from my day outside.

Sorry if i'm being materialistic (Did I spell wrong?) Haha, I desperately need bangles! Haha, Hmm, more clothing? And, of course I need a electricblue/black cardigan, Rebond my hair? ( Hmm, next month ) A guitar (: and of course, I need a new handbag, Valentino! (: Here I come. Haha. I need plastic bangles also, and a new necklace. (: my mum is getting me a new Valentino handbag, and she'll get my cardigan, and more clothing (:

Went to collect my previous SE phone, and i miss SE phone, but i prefer touch phone (: and of course, I'm craving on plain water, didn't drink much of sweet drinks btw (: Hmm, Lessons as usual, and more boring without laughters, only jokes that repeats everytime making me more boredboredbored, So bored man. I need strength! I'm really tired and worn out totally. Seriously, I needa break from reality and this busy school days. CCA resume next week, Argh! But I want training, my skills are turning rusty ): If i dont train, I really doubt my identity of badminton player, LOL. Faith, Love, Strength and of course, Perseverance. (: Evangelism in school (: Amen! I'm trying real hard man. Haha. And I'll pray and fast from tomorrow onwards and make sure i don't get tempted to eat when i'm hungry. Haha. Alrights, I go FFR-ing already.

Byebye!
A test of Faith, Perseverance and Love. (:

Finance prob? Again like last year ):

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Hello, Earthlings! (:

I'm kinda pulling my post long enough thus it'll be a crappy one of course, I don't know whether you want to read anot. I'm kinda rotting with homeworks already, because i'm studying because of my future, if not, I already quit school. PM Group tomorrow, Three Cheers! (: Got to wake up earlier than before and of course, I'm sleeping super late, that's why i'm here posting (: Homework day is like everyday. Kinda sleepy these few days, sleeping late at night ): And my MP4 player batt is dying on me, I'm praying for strength and finance, Lord! Hais, I'm really sad. Because of all sorts of problems attacking me. I must have faith. Thanks Lord for giving me the strength, Amen! (: I must stay strong no matter what. I really need a new badminton shoe, no friction anymore ): and a new schoolshoe. Haha, And of course, I'm getting a new spectacles. I hope i can get a guitar at the end of the year, Optimistic. (: I'm so gonna fast no matter what, and of course, I must pray everyday. I'm fasting tomorrow, yeah. Hmm, school is okay, not bad, but happy and sad things do occured but i always smile (:

Optimistic, I must stay strong no matter what. It's a test of Faith ! :D
Byebye

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Today had a fun day, but today didn't laugh so much,
Hmm, talking about the post i've post yesterday,

I really hope that i love people, and not judge people anymore. Who am I to judge? (: I want to convey this message to everyone. Judging is a sin, so don't judge (: I want to place God first in my life, not the second (: I want to grow to be like Him, being forgiving and loving people (: I don't want to hate, hate is a word that hurt people alot. I want to love them, truly love them as my friend (: Not being a hyprocrite and judging people all about, even gossiping. (:

As i learnt to love God, i began to love my cellgroup (: W466 rocks! :D Sometimes i'm down, I go to Yunrui and talk to her, sometimes even Alicia.L'Wifey! :D My luvvv (hearts) I know sometimes i'm in the wrong, but people forgive me. Though some didn't and hold on grudges. But I want to treat them as my friend (: and i shall end here. :D

Byebye.
Judging is a sin, so let's not judge.

Photos again, and i place God first

Monday, July 13, 2009

Pictures like again, photossssss! (:

I'm disappointed in my attitude, my mindset, and everything.
i must learn to love, not hate.
Those people that i use to hate, I love them.
but in other words, I treat them as a friend to me.
and those who hate me, ( i know there's some ) they tend to backstab.
Hmm, I'm gonna stop judging already.
i'll just shut up (:

In this bible says, Judgin people = to condemning people, everybody deserve a chance to repend and condemning people is a sin. What if you've done a mistake and people condemn you because of that? Are you gonna be happy? Everyone do deserves a chance, and if God have forgiven people's sin, who are you to not forgive them and forget about what happened? Let bygones be bygones (: make no enemy but friends, (: you'll be happier and of course, you'll grow more like God. (: Before you even point fingers at others, why not ask yourself, what if i made mistake and people pin-point at me, will i feel condemned? Yes, you do. Give everyone a chance to redeem themselves, worth it. (: Let's not hate and gossip but love (:

Hmm, this post is dedicated to everybody who reads it.
You can don't admit. But think thru', did you judge people? on their attitude? You can only judge yourself. To change into a better person or stay the same? (: it's up to you, I'm just sharing what i've learnt on my blog. (: that's all.

Let's not hate but L-O-V-E ! :D

Sunday, July 12, 2009

I hope tonight is a good night ):
But it's never been a good one ):
I'm going berserk anytime.
Emotional outburst. ):
I'll go crazy if i can do anything that cheer me up.
Laugh, dance, Go crazy

I've only got God who show me the perfect love. (:

Church & Fellowship (:

Hello, Earthlings! (:
MCD kid is always MCD kid. xD
Cool hor? -.-
Lame luh.
Haha.
Went for service ytd, was A.R BERNARD who gave the preaching.
Hmm, not bad (:
Let's love each other but not hate (:
Hmm, Fellowship was damn noisy,
Junjie bully ! ):
Okay, end with a line,
It's never too late to turn back,
and i want my happiness ):

Byebye,
Chiong project

Perseverance

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Dissapointed everytime i see you.
I'm trying to make this relationship work out.
But you're not helping at all.
If this relationship doesn't work out.
One way out, Break.

I'm persevere no matter what.
but if you really make me give up, let's break.

MCD kid, Macdonald kid.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Hello Earthlings! (:
Back to my blog,
no time reply tags, ):
But i reply as usual.
Let this post be short, sweet and simple (:

Hmm, interesting day.
just that madness day is everyday -.-
Laugh in every lesson is common.
MCD kid ( suppose to be MadcowDisease kid)
But = Macdonald Kid (:
Cool hor? -.-
To me is abit funny and lame,
okay, I'm crappy.
Hmm, Uh,
Self-control luh can? Estelle's spirit,
I'm dead
Byebye

Concentration, no time to study ):

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Hello Earthlings! (:
Finally got a time to post my "well-spent" week ):
Can say i'm abit stressed up due to time consumption on personal stuff.
hehe, and, one thing is,
- Better concentrate on studies le,
can't play any longer ):
Top 10! (: and Scholarship! (:

I can do all things thru' Christ who strengthens me (:
Amen.

Hmm, mum take her day off today.
went to pray grandpa (: 100 days already.
went Nadia's house to do project work
Was a disaster, ):
No one was paying attention including me ):
Really in holiday mood,
I needa get out of it.
Hmm, getting busier and busier. ):
it's no time to play already ):
Byebye.

Stress! I need a laughing machine.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Hello, Earthlingers! :D
Bought a new Zinc bag,
but wth -.-
Mother don't let me choose.
Hehe, getting more busy le luh.
I chionging project,
may reply tags, or may not.

I'm really tired already.
I have no more energy le.
sorry, if i ever give up.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Hello Earthlings! :D
Went to buy headphone! Cool hor?
Red one (: I long time want to buy le, but pokkai ):
P/s my phone is Sumsung Preston,
tio scam by the browser -.-
Hehe.
Eh, Red and black combination cool hor? (:
haha.
No time to study,
might just close down blog for a moment
Or might never open a blog again ):
No time to go out with lost friends ):
Esp, ShutiaoJieh ): Alcie'XNPSsenior, Joyce'Sweetlover, Xinyee'Lovergirl, alotalot more ):
I want to spend time with cellgroup, church mates, schoolmates, classmates, alot more. ):
okay, gtg alr
Byebye

i needa rerun

Hello Earthings! (:

wake up a a surprising 7am ):

ready to go Expo, super tiredtiredtired

i feel like crycrycry ):

But can post pictures le :D

like finally :D

heheh, got new phone! :D Sumsung Jet! (:

Daddy bought it for me out of a sudden :D

Then trained to Expo with Hubby! (:

Met Xinyee'Lovergirl! :D Like finally. :D

then queue up and service. :D

Didn't go for dragon boat. Hahah.

Pictures ;D

i really physical + mental tired already.

I feel like banging my head on the wall.

But, God is always there for me when i needed someone! (:

Service was okay.

just abit bored, LOL.

miss Pastor Kong preaching ):

I wanna reached out to the lost! :D

Hehe. back home, shag man.

now currently slacking about with computer.

and posting :D

changing blogskin.

bye

Tired already, what can i do?

i want a timemachine, rewind it back.

and i really needa break from problems.

it's been hindering me all the time

pondering over things that,

are not-supposed-to-be-worried of.

Pathetic

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Should i say,
i'm really tired?
I've been trying to tell myself
it'll end soon.
everyday keep dragging ):
But i know God is listening to my Prayer! (:
A test of Faith :D
I wanna continue to love God and of course, love people.
I don't hate,
even if i hate,
I'll forget the hatred (:

It's only a matter of time
maybe it's not my fate,
either a leave or a stay

Friday, July 3, 2009

It's no surprise i won't be here tomorrow.
I can't believe that i stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

I always asked myself this,
Why am i sacrificing for something?
which is totally i'm not-suppose-to-be worried for.
I'm really tired of running already.
I just needa break.
I really need God to tell me where to stop ):
I'm just running with all my might ):

Thanks, my twinsis for being there for me everytime i'm sad.
Luvvvs! (:
Cassandra is loveddddddd (:

Shagshagshagshagshagshagshagshagshagshagshagshagshag.
Byebye

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