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I miss you, I'll never forget you. Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh. I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset. I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :) I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band. My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.
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I've given up.
Friday, January 22, 2010
This week is a blast of boredom.Everything isn't going alright since school starts. Miss Dahlia talked to me. I find it hard to pretend at times, seriously. Imagine things ain't going right in your family, what else could you do? I can only sit back and watch the "show". I know it's gonna be hard, but the main thing is I'm holding on to life for no reasons. I'm seriously a burden to my family. I'm too ashamed of myself, they work so hard. Yet, I.. give up. What am I? Sometimes, I felt very discouraged in life. What else can I do but only cry to lessen my pain? I've totally got no mood to listen to lessons. Encouragements are the secondary. The main cause lies with me, myself. If my attitude is like this, what else can I do with it? When people felt lost, the only thing they can do is to sit back and enjoy the "show". When it gets tough, the only thing you could do is to just to fight. I seriously feel like dropping to NA. Express is seriously stress and pissing me off.
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