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I miss you, I'll never forget you. Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh. I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset. I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :) I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band. My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.
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Your name, I fear you, GIRL.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Jealousy. Hmm, skipped healthzone nutrition talk on Thursday. Thus, I've to go with the 2N's on this coming Tuesday. Tweet using Gladycast SMS now, well it's good. Anyway, I borrowed Sweetie's geekspecs. And Jialin called me a pathetic geek, I got a NEW NAME called, PATHETIC GEEK. LOLOL. I find it hilarious and started laughing at myself. I wanna thank Joshua and Cassandra for all the support they both give. The both of them are the best people I've ever met in my life. Sweetie always offer me his help and that's why I wanna thank him alot. This is something that most of you will think it's stupid. But if you BOTHER to read on, you will know why my attitude change. These few days, the name keeps appearing in my head. I woudn't tell you who, but ask me personally if you wanna know. I look back and I asked myself, WHY AM I SO STUPID TO TRUST THIS PERSON? Thinking about that, I nearly gave up my life for her. I was sharing with Callista'Darling today, when I send her home. Even if anyone mention your name, my whole face will change immediately. If those who mention your name took notice. My WHOLE face will turn very black, and if I ever try to pretend, I will look as if I'm holding back my tears. I have this fear of listening to your name, I don't know why. I will tend to cry whenever I look back. And it's not just a sorry, that can cure it. I thought I'll be alright, but because of HER. I fear of having friends, I fear people. I had the tendacy to look back whenever I hear your name. It's my first ever time crying for a GIRL and you were the only one. A SORRY CAN'T CURE HOW MUCH YOU HAD HURT ME. I nearly pay my life for it, you know? Hais.. I know I'm being a fool. I thought I was just sensitive, but I wasn't. It's the truth.
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