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I miss you, I'll never forget you. Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh. I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset. I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :) I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band. My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.
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I knew it,
Saturday, February 6, 2010
I knew it, just that I kept quiet and didn't tell you. Had MC for 2 days. Yet I return to school for D-RAMARAMA. Feels okay, just abit giddy. Guess what? I'm very self-centered. Nice right?! Fine, whatever, Shingz. Okay, I'm feeling exhuasted. I wanted to head home for a goodnight rest, yet I didn't. I was feeling very tired, but once I lay down on the mattress. I started to tear, and a thought came. "Estelle, give up, just give up, seriously, there's nothing in life to hold on, not even for your career." It tears me apart when you first said that. But I anticipated it already. I couldn't control my emotions, I had no one to turn to at that point of time. A thought came, do anything that makes you feel alright, I nearly took the knife and stab myself. Wake up, estelle. Reality, that's all. But I don't wanna face it. Hais. Livejournal back, http://thlovemachine.livejournal.com
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