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I miss you, I'll never forget you. Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh. I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset. I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :) I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band. My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.
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All about a girl whom I wish I never in my life.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Shag life. Seriously. Ever since the day I met her, shag life. You, you this fucking retard, I don't mean to scold you, take it as a joke if you want. But I'm posting for all I fuck care. Asshole, I don't give a single fucking shit to this. I got no means, I got no rights. But I want to say how I feel just for this fucking once. I cannot take it any longer. I don't know how much longer I can really stand. I feel like giving up. Throughout this past 6 months, I didn't see you. YET! The moment I see your name, I break down. I know I'm being stupid here. But why? This things is killing me. I hate it, I hate it. Tell me, what can I do? Nothing! Mudfuck shit this stupid thing. - After hearing what you've said, I don't know what else to say. Because at that point of time, I just feel like breaking down. I keep thinking, will the same thing happen all over again? I trust you no matter how much lies you've said. I still trust you. - Shervel! I miss her! Craploads of shit. I'm so gonna meet her up soon! - As a leader, I should lead others in a positive manner, but why am I behaving in sucha way that I'm skipping self study, I'm skipping trails, ICT prgramme, not serving detention? Who am I to lead or advised others? WHAT AM I? I hate this stupid crap shit. Why am I having this stuff going on in my life? I'm soon gonna tear apart. My heart is tipped open, I feel nothing. For a moment, I won't be meeting people up. Only after some time. Afer awhile. Leave me alone, for a period.
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