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I miss you, I'll never forget you. Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh. I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset. I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :) I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band. My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.
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Shag. Shag. Shag.
Friday, March 19, 2010
A day just passed. Yesterday was out. Today is HOMEWORK. Parents wouldn't let me out. Okay, fine. I'm cursing at swearing at myself. I hate myself. I dislike myself. I hate my bloody blood blood, I feel like squeezing my blood. I hate my fats. I hate my hair, I want my bangs LONG hair back. I hate homework. I hate being a human. I hate being alive. I hate feeling pain. P.A.R.A.N.O.I.D. TOTALLY! - Enough! Okay, Suntec Citeyyyy yesterday. Just usual stuff. I wouldn't wanna elaborate much. Went with Joshua, with his B.L.A.C.K nails, it seems LOL. And I'm in pink. Contact lenses does suit him, but I look like I wanna kill someone in green contacts man! :D I'm friendly, :) LOL! Walked around, and bought NOTHING, as I've gone cashless. It suck to be cashless, you know? :( I don't know what else to say. I'm just speechless now. Oh ya! In the MRT train, it's like totally silence, from CITY HALL to JurongEast, and finally we talk. That long pause of silence make it seems that I'm talking to you with my heart. I don't know if you get it anot. Hey! That's cool. Headed home and just go bonkers, by singing. Mum got so irritated, because I sang for 2 hours. - I just wanna stress on myself. To tell myself, I should just shut my mouth up. If I wanna be alone, just LEAVE.ME.ALONE. Don't make me go after you guys with SHUT UP. When I dont' wanna talk means, I DON'T WANNA TALK. Stop all these. - GYM.GYM.GYM today! Omg, it's quite fun, Together with MICHELLENEO! OMGOMGOMG. 9636(!) My twin number man! I'm still waiting for the day when my guitar come, 060310(!). Why am I so despo?! LOL xD Randomness. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. I'm never tired of waiting. Anyway, Gym today was totally fun, until after treadmill, I was totally scattered. My bones seems like it wanna break and the 3 of us started crapping with each other. I love crapping with Mathilda, she's on of those people who can make me smile at least. 99.99% alike to her. WHOAAAAA :D Okay. I haven't been typing so much for damn long. - I miss you, don't you get it? I didn't break my promise, I totally lost my appetite in eating, I walk aimlessly, I don't feel like returning home at times, I don't feel like talking to people. What is wrong with me?! Paranoid, I think I no longer trust anyone, but why do I still trust you?
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