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 I miss you, I'll never forget you. Hey, I'm Estelle, ends with a Teh. I'm definitely an ass, with brains. I don't love books, but words, Got what I mean? No :D I'm random, epic failure and success, weirdo, who goes POP! :D I love my guitar, 060310!♥, My best buddy whenever I'm upset. I don't bite/bark, I'm friendly! :) I love Boys Like Girl, Paramore and Secondhand Serenade, and I love my band. My biggest dream, yet deepest nightmare is LOVE.
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Monday, April 26, 2010
My last post dedicated to PearllynnPotz.I once knew this girl name Pearllynn, I knewher since Primary 5. But we didn't contact for a year or so. And we see each other once again at WIGU. When I Grow Up, Musical Production. Aftermath, we stop seeing each other again. Until I found her facebook, talk to her on msn, and exchange number or so. :D We crapped alot, share problems, and even felt like the same. Haha! It is amazing to have such a good Potz! But I realised that I've nearly forgetten that she's still alive. I'm sorry, Potz. I didn't spend time with you, I'm sorry. I will give you my time! (L) I love you, Potz. Thanks for always being there for me, no matter what happens, you are there. Xoxo, Estelle. SHIFTED.
Eh, You're slow! I've shifted people! :D To somewhere where you guys never expect. No longer using blogger. Ask me for URL, maybe text me if you want :) Goodbye, redretradrat! :) Hope to seeya again! Motivation, hurt but so?
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Assignments after Assignments.Better finish it up before touching/raping my GUITAR! I want to play it. Eh, what's up with the girls nowadays? Okay, shingz. I'm hungreyyyyyyyy, & it's just only 2.09am. Shuakz, I haven't started on English. Fuck! Tomorrow I can't go out just because I haven't chiong my homework? P/s, I got freaking hell loads of incomplete assignments. The stress level is still low, well, stretch to the max that I can, I guess? (: Met up with group members for ProjectWork. Aftermath, went home and bathed & looked for W466! I guess it feels like a home now. Thanks everyone! For the hyperness! :D Next week plans. Monday, Booked. Tuesday, Gym in the evening. Wednesday, meeting up with Xinyee'Lovergirl to study(?) Thursday, anyone wanna come over? :) Friday, I'm not sure. - Whoa, I love the song "Thunder" by BLG. They rock to the max. Eenie Minnie Miney Mo Lover. (Singing) I love Music! It's my only drive to work harder. Hurt, but, SO? The clock still ticks, Life still goes on, Life processes still goes smoothly. I'll prove to everyone that, I'm strong, I'm strong enough to withstand it myself. I don't want anyone of you to help anymore. I hate myself, I hate you, you and you, I hate everyone! Happy? No! I don't think so. Because I go like fuck you, shag life. I was motivated to study these few days, get your study cells up, I guess? Bye! :) Bye.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
I'm seriously veryvery disappointed at myself.I. WANT. TO. BE. ALONE. MIA awhile. Dead post.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Everything seem as per normal. Just a 9 -5 basis thing. I've got NO LIFE. - Argh! Detention.Detention.Detention.Detention. I don't get a simple shit. Homework.Homework.Homework.Homework. Where had my guitar go to? Where is the life that I want?! Where?! I want my music life back! Argh! - Anyway, No life for me. I seem dead nowadays. I kept strumming on the song, the way I loved you. But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, it's 2am and I'm cursing your name. Okay, stop reminiscing, Estelle. Move on, Move on, remember! Sigh. Move on. Move on. - I promised pictures soon! :) Exams.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, it's 2am, and I'm cursing your name. - Hey! :D :D Back to blogging, after a long day. Yeah! StupidTeaThatDoesn'tKnowHowToKeepMeAwake. Well, last week was a real hectic one. Drama on saturday, it was really busting! Friday, Sports Day 2, Met up with Mathilda, :) Aftermath, PioneerMall for Strawberry Sundae. Thursday, It's just boring :/ Wednesday, It's just a day of ORAL! Suck. Tuesday, Sports Day Make-up Session1! :) - Anyway, this week, Hmm, just 2 days pass! It's like Monday, Guitared the whole day? LOL! Tuesday, this is when all the programme line up. Detention, JP with Michelle, Maynard, Mathilda. (All the M's) Crapped and studied my Math! Another M, MMMMM. Well, Guitar the night through, not sleeping today I guess? Haha! :) Post pictures soon! I promised! Okay, SAYONARA! :) QUIZ!
Monday, April 19, 2010
ABC questionsA-Available: Yes. B-Birthday: 4th October. C-Car: Ferrari. D-Drink you last had: Plain water. E-Enough of: Stupid shits. F-Favourite Food: Instant noodles. G-Gummy bears: Nope, I love chocolate! H-Home: I love my bed. I-Ice Cream: Strawberry Sundae, Chocolate Ice-cream, PEPPERMINT! J-Junk: Junks? They belong to the rubbish bin. K-Kite: I love to fly with them. L-Longest airplane flight: Not sure? M-Mummy: What's u[ with those naggings?! N-Number of pets: 8 hamsters, 4 fishes, all these pets I USED TO have. O-One thing you want: You. P-Person you closest to: Mathilda. Q-Question you last asked: Were we meant to be, or we are just liking each other unknowingly? R-Reason why you smile: I'm happy (: S-Song you listen to: Now, Learning to fall, boys like girls. T-Teacher who teaches you English: Miss Elaine, Mr Daanishah. U-Umbrella: Plain black. V-Vegetable: Salad. W-Worst habit: Procrastinating, Being late in EVERYTHING. X-X-rays: Yes, kill my cells. Y-Yoyos: Not bad, quite interesting, because it goes UP AND DOWN. Z-Zodiac sign: Rat! Your looks Hair colour: Black plus Dark brown. Eye colour: Black. Skin colour: Quite fair. Height: 161? Fat,thin,average: Fat! Glasses: PurpBlack plus Pink. What kind of fringe: BANGS! You can Play instrument: Guitar. Swim: Yeah. Sing high notes: YUPYUP! Flirt: Nah, not my type, I hate it. Break people's heart: Maybe just once, because I once neglected my boyfriend. Interact with cats: Yes. Meowmeow! Dance: Yesyes! Hiphop :D Whistle: Yupyup, phee wheet! Write with both hands: Nah, I don't. Do your homework without getting distracted: Only @ Starbucks! Last person you SMS: Maynard. Call: Mathilda. MSN: Joshua. Which is like days ago. Talked to in school: Everyone? Took picture with: Chindi. Love life Your crush: 1. Number of admirers: 2. Number of boyfriends you had: 2. Ever confessed: Yeah. Anyone in your school like you: Yeah. Boy attractive: I don't know? School Favourite lesson: Lit, Music! Most boring lesson: Science, Math! Describe your school uniform: White top, like brown skirt. Number of pupils in class: 40. Form/CO teacher: Mr Ng, Mdm Ng. CCA: ELDDS, Drama club. Any positions in class: I'm not sure. Person you sitting beside in class: Peien! :) Quiz #2! :D - A - AVAILABLE: Yup! B - BIRTHDAY: 4th October. C - CRUSH ON: Someone. D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Lipton Tea. E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Anyone? Haha! :D F - FAVOURITE SONG: Boys Like Girls, Paramore, Secondhand Serenade. G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: None! H - HOMETOWN: Jurong West! I- IN LOVE WITH: Not in love, just crushing. J - JUGGLE: If I can juggle, I'll be a smusement park myself. K - KILLED SOMEONE: Yes, I've killed someone using paper! :) L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: I remember it was a 3hours ride, from Jurong to Tampines, and back again. M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR: Chocolateeeeeeeeeeeee. N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: Zero. O - ONE WISH: To have him. P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mathilda. Q - QUIET OR NOISY: Both, depending. R - REASON TO SMILE: I seen you from far. S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: The Way I Loved You. T- TAYLOR SWIFT OR MILEY CYRUS: Nah, none. U- UGLY OR CUTE: I'm just like, Normal? V- VIOLET OR PINK: Violet. W- WHO IS GOING TO BE YOUR VALENTINE: No one. - XYLOPHONE OR TUBA: Xylophone. Y- YOGURT FLAVOUR: I hate yoghurt. Z- ZERO TO HERO: Yes! I go zero when it comes to hero. Backstab.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Okay, this post is gonna be a very hurtful post.Yes, I admit, I do change. But do you ALL realised that we are backstabbing one another? WHAT IS THIS? When something happen, you guys will pick that topic up and share with one another. To me, it's like, we are a family, but why are we backstabbing each other? Do you agree? WHAT THE FUCK. I'm being very mean here. I won't say hate, when I was about to write about something that I care. I realised that I've change, I lied, BUT that doesn't mean YOU CAN PICK UP THE TOPIC AND SHARE. I'm being very straightforward here. I won't say much, because I'm darn tired, I'm going to sleep. Goodnight. Hectic Monday and Tuesday. WTF.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Well, today will be a chopchop post. Meaning, SHORT POST. Randomness. Comments from people, Estelle is very random, I emphasized on the word, RANDOM. Well, Yesterday, which is Monday, Qianning, Angeline and Shermine came over. We made PASTA, well, ultimate fail. Made stuff and joke about, pictures tomorrow! :) - Today, Sports day 1 makeup session. I emphasized on the word makeup again! Next time, if you wanna take a bus, please don't take 99, trust me, it suck! :( Was some kinda giddy and dizzy after running, nearly lost my vision, it blurred. Was talking about random stuff today. :) Well, met up with MathildaOng today! :D Going over later. And aftermath, Maynard came, and the guys behind us, Isaac, Terry, YaoJie, i-don't-know what name guy. Talktalktalk. Crapped, and I guess I only had DINNER today. WHATEVER. - I don't really know what else to say, I went to your blog and I was about to link and tag you, ENDED UP, I cry because of you, again. Why would I even cry because I haven't met you for 7 months, and because I was heartbroken? - Goodbye. Happy Birthday! Mathilda and Mum! :)
Sunday, April 11, 2010
 Obviously, it's MathildaOng's birthday! Happy birthday, SuperJuniorrrr! (L) - Talking about this girl up there, I really glad that I met her. She's the best junior I've ever met, well, including SarahChua, Cheryl, Lynn, Valerie & more! :) I met Mathilda in a very weird way, if it's not for this incident, I bet she doesn't even know that I exist. *Evil laughs* Well, when there's problems, I'll look for her, she understands and she craps with me, she made me laugh, make me smile, alot more. Remember? Our lovable beef chilleh chassssseeeeh fries?!?!?! Haha! I bet everything that we've done, I remembered. Best gym partner, also to Mathilda! *Thumbsup* 11th April is also her best day man, well, it's my mum's birthday too! :) OH HO! Thanks for all the stuff you've done for me too, Mathilda. - Today is just purely a stupid day which doesn't requires me to run but I'm panting. Gastric pain now. Fuck. I need food, but I bet I ain't eating. - I guess I don't mean much. Movie.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Summing up for my day today. Movie, Jp, Fellowship, Home @ 9 plus. Date night wasn't a bad show, but the main thing is, somewhat, the sexual language was strong. Not bad huh. I was laughing at it. Currently, facebooking and texting Jacob. I need his help, seriously! I really desperate to change my damn blogskin. Fuck hell. Hectic life.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Whoa. After days, i'm back. Posting about my days. Like what? Okay. Went starbucks to study. Till 8plus. Nice day i had ya. What the hell. I'm running for events tomorrow. I guess I'm dead already. Well. These few days. Blues yeah. :) updating blog with a phone. Nice. Not bad oh. Bear with it awhile. I'll come back with photos alright? haha! :) not bad huh. Got to go study. Bye.Argh, ironic girl.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Time to blog about my life. Shuacks, haven't been updating. Whoa, I guess I wasn't in a good mood. But Life still goes on. There's no stop to it. What a day I had. I skipped self study just for my bloody hell laptop, which I didn't used in the end -.- Cheena. Taking a bathe and rest. - No pictures. Haha! I feel like sleeping, I'm sleep deprived, I have homework undone. Whatever I confess, it shall be, remember! Estelle, motivate yourself. - The moment I see you, I feel like I wanna punch you. What did I do to you? I did nothing. Now you cause those girls to hate me. I'm innocent, you know? Do whatever you want, I don't give a damn. Just so you know, I know who you are. And I'm sorry to say, stop acting as though I'm snatching a piece of meat from you! I'm not! You're a girl that bark when the innocent passes. Cheena. - I guess I'm just gonna stone through the day. Homework.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
FUCK MY LIFE. I had enough of this stupid shit life, since no one bother to even care, I don't wanna give a damn to this shit life. I feel like throwing my phone. I feel like banging my head on the wall. I feel like doing so many ridiculous stuff, fuck shit. Mind me for the crude language here. Well, there's nothing much I can do. JEALOUS. JEALOUS. JEALOUS. But, no choice. Without you, I feel like I'm lost.
Friday, April 2, 2010
Had a jammmmmm session with Randey and Zhengquan today.Projectwork in the morning. Now, waiting for picks, LOL! Okay. Before project work, I couldn't find my picks. Search and search, cannot fucking find it. -.- Pissed. Headed for a jam session aftermath. With Randey and Zhengquan. Bored, thus join them. It was fun, we played thunder, love drunk, two is better than one. ALOT more. Electric guitar is like whoa. Nice! Shall not elaborate much. - I think we're drifting apart, sometimes this question appears, I love you but why must I let go? I come to a point that I feel like killing myself just to stop all these. Sigh, I don't want such things to happen anymore. So what if that girl likes you, I cannot do anything even if I feel jealous. Nothing at all. I feel like bursting out now. If I have a chance, I'll take you back, I guess now not. I seriously love you, miss you, but I can do nothing.. Thursday, April 1, 2010
I shouldn't even exist in this world at the first place. There's nothing I could do. Perhaps, I can say, A dream that I don't wanna wake up. I need the thin tissues, perhaps, shirts too. Darkness isn't enough, Being in total darkness will be better.
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